Firstly i'd like to say hi!

I'm not very good at talking about myself or putting my opinions into words, but i'll make a valid attempt.

I'm young, just turning 21 a few days ago, but I do consider myself fairly
experienced with psychedelics for my age. Having 50+ lsd experiences, one of which
was a very large dose (lasting nearly 72 hours), a large number of mushroom trips,
various rc's including 2c-i, 2c-b, 2c-e, 2c-p, DOM, and 4-aco-dmt (my favorite of the rc's)
and the most important of all to me.. quite a large amount of dmt experiences.

Through my "travels" i've learned that the knowledge I have gained
from my experiences, would be a waste if I didnt share them with other people..
I believe that in every encounter you have with any living 'being' you should do
everything you can to give as much to that 'being' as you can, and take as much as
you can, and do so with the best of intentions. So i'm here to basically say that my main goal with hoping to be a member of the nexus is to share my experiences with you, and hopefully provide insight to people where I can.. and also to learn as much as I possibly can from each and every member in a hope to understand some of my experiences more clearly, and make light of them.

So, I come to you with good intentions, which I consider to be the most important
thing in life. What you do is meaningless if you do it without the hope that
someone, or something will be able to benefit from it. I would continue to ramble forever, but nobody wants to read a 15 page introduction.

Thanks for reading guys, and I hope to get to know some of you!

Welcome to the Nexus!

I appreciate your introduction essay and general philosophy

Did you try oral dmt/ayahuasca too ? Are you currently interested in any particular extraction? Whats your favorite setting (or settings) for taking psychedelics?

I am very interested in ayahuasca, it is very high on my list of thing that I would like
to experience in my life..
I've had opportunities, but I dont currently feel like it's the right time for me to experience that part of my journey. I decided quite some time ago that I wouldnt try it
until I felt completely ready for the experience.

I had an LSD (1400mics - Lavender) trip about 3 months ago that completely obliterated my ego and changed me permanantly. I'm still trying to fully put myself back together from it, and I feel like ayahuasca is the next step for me after that experience. Part of why I joined this forum was to do the best I can to educate myself and get some sort of understanding of it before I consider trying it.

And all of my dmt experiences so far have been with freebase dmt, but at times ive re-blasted (dont know the generally used term) multiple times and seen things I could never put into words.

What a great attitude ... especially for a 21-year old!

Hi there Curious Dream,

I also just joined the nexus and wanted to say welcome! Feel free to check out my intro essay one topic above this. I really resonate with your being as much as possible philosophy, what I've always tried to keep in mind when going on Freebase spice explorations.

How much acid did you do to have that 72 hour trip? I find long trips harder to maintain currently as the acid in my college town isn't very good quality sadly....

The trip mentioned above I dosed 18 hits of blotter made from lavender crystal; approx. 80 - 85 mics per hit. I wouldnt say the actual trip itself lasted the entire time, but i include the following day in the whole experience because the ego-death in itself was a trip. Not knowing who you are, why youre alive, and being utterly scared of everything for a period of time is the most intense thing you could ever experience imo. I'm currently working on a trip report for that particular experience.. it'll be posted sometime in the near future.

I've never gotten ego death from lsd before, but sounds like a very intense experience to say the least.

I have however gotten to that point through a 14g cubensis trip several years ago, and it definitely changed everything about me to the very core, literally overnight, so I can start to understand a little bit about where you're coming from. And once I had a I think I'm really dead type experience from spice, where I felt stuck in a "purgatory" type existence in a shadowy reflection of earth, doomed to walk around it for the rest of forever alone, was a bit of an eye opener regarding my being stuck on material existence.

A bit completely off topic, it feels great to finally be part of a large community where members respond quickly, where everyone wants to help everyone else with their crazy intense spice experiences, even though large distances separate them all and most don't know the identities of the others, and I'm really excited to start up my explorations again to share with everybody. A bit lame, but im just jacked as h**l, my hometown had 379 people, I was arrested for pot and became equivalent to the devil to all my community for being involved in "dope". Since then I don't regularly discuss my hallucinogenic experiences with any except my three closest friends, and it's nice to be able to share everything I've learned while learning a ton in the process myself.

That's exactly how I feel about this forum myself, Im excited to share my experiences with people and learn even more that I don't already know. 14gs of cubes sounds INTENSE. My highest dose with cubes was 5 and 1/2 gs of golden teachers, and that was about the highest dose Id like to take when it comes to mushrooms, they tend to feel like an emotional rollercoaster for me. Im sure we could learn alot from each other man, and even though i've only been here for a day, welcome to the nexus!

Glad to hear that other new members are coming into this with the same enthusiasm I am, should make for a good experience for all of us I'd imagine. I hope that we do get to learn a bunch from each other as time progresses here and we both become promoted and such, can't wait. And thanks kindly for the welcome dood.

The 14g trip came after several other smaller doses throughout the previous weeks, so I had somewhat of a psychological tolerance built up at that point, but it was still pretty crazy, I remember this wood paneling starting to change colors into these crazy vivid hues(I'm partially color blind, red/green), so this was unbelievably beautiful for me, then they started morphing and turning in like what seemed to be 4D, ha, I walked towards it and was about to attempt walking through this morphing color sphere of wood paneling when my buddy Jered came in laughing and told me, You can't walk through walls bro, trust me, I've been there. Was overall a very good trip, with the ego death being incredibly scary at the time, but now seems to be a pretty great moment too as I guess that kind of catapulted me into being the more daring psychonaut I am today. As a side note, since then I've only tripped on booms twice more, both at around 3g, and haven't really had the desire to do them as often anymore since I started spice. Since spice have you done less or more of any particular substance?

Honestly the spice didnt make me slow down at all, it made me far more curious in exploring all hallucinogens more deeply, as I realized through it that there is something more out there, and that I should seek answers. Then again, I experienced it as one of the first few things I tried. LSD was first, then dmt before I even tryed cid for the second time.

Nice, I like comparing timelines. Shrooms was first for me, then had maybe three or four experiences with those, then some DXM(yuck), followed by Ecstacy pills, MDMA(ketamine on days after), than acid, mescaline once, and then finally got to spice. I did do more acid this year then I usually consume, but like I mentioned earlier none of it is very good quality, and no one knows anything about where it came from or how it was synthed. Mostly it smells like something orangey when its in its liquid form, and that weirds me out too.

I try to never take anything if I dont know the direct source of where it comes from, not to say that I never have but I try not to. How do you feel about research chemicals?

Yeah, I like to know where things come from too, and money motivated dealers are always like shiiiitee son you aint gotta know who my connecs is. Which i just dislike in general, if im buying the drugs from you, clearly I'm not going after a wholesale source, just several hits....anyway

Forgot about those lil RC buggers. I've only ever done 2ci, 2ce, and 2cb. Not a huge fan of those ones in particular, but don't have many qualms about trying others if they ever become available to me.