In search for knowledge/knowing I reached this bay. At the moment I'm reading 'The spirit molecule'. But actually my Salvia experiences have brought me here. I read about the Salvia experience being similar in a lot of ways to the DMT experience. Thus my interest was refreshed.

Over de course of 4 or 5 years I've smoked Salvia from time to time. The total brings me to something like 10 Salvia experiences. I'm not going to sum them al, but some af them have shaken me. Shaken me deeply and roughly. However it is myself shaking, not the Salvia.

It confronted me with my tendency to get addicted or attached to things, live, matter... My fear of letting go, fear of losing this experience.I was frightened to the core during one of my salvia experiences. This is the theme I'm working around nowadays.

On the other hand did it put me to thinking. I realize information has come to me during several experiences. Not so much concious, but unconcious. Because I was struggling I couldn't recieve all of the info, atleast not concious enough.

Salvia convinced me that there are more worlds, that wat we precieve as reality is a thin sheet holded in front of our eyes. There is nothing that happens for no reason. Things are placed for you to find. Our reality seems created, we seem to be created or co-creators of our self and our world. I am not out of one but out af many...

I'm currently preparing for a new trip. I'want to learn to let go. I want to rebegin with small amounts because I've noticed being very sensitive to salvia. No extracts for me.

In the future I'm opening up for an ayahuasca experience. I' don't know when or where but I feel it is coming. As if I know it already.

I'm glad here's a place to discuss and portrait some experiences and tought's. Happy to share

Welcome to the Nexus!

I have only limited experience with salvia, but I can relate to a lot of what you say of course

I think its good that you are being careful with the experiences.. Im sure ayahuasca will do you good, if you take care to do it with good intentions, proper set and setting and taking care of integration.

We are here to help and support you on your path, just as im sure youll help many others along the way. If there's anything you want to know about extractions, usage or in general about these ethnobotanicals, feel free to ask. Dont forget to explore a bit our wiki, FAQ, health and safety section and so on, there's a LOT of info there.

One question I was meaning to ask: Did you try any oral psychedelic yet?

Be well!

What do you mean by 'taking care of integration'?

Concerning my awaiting aya experience: I feel there is a lot I'm carrying. I want to let go some emotional bagage. I' want to let go of certain habits that are holding me back. I mean like smoking sigarettes, drinking to much when i drink. I know how I want to be and feel as a person. I felt this before, it's like a reference point wich enabels me to feel tension when I chose wrong actions. I want to walk more firmly on the road to this feeling of being very present and connected to my environment.

I'm also practecing taiji and qungfu to attain a certain state af mind and connectednes. But lately I feel my self drifting of al little because of work and mainly a to occupied mind. I find myself in a thinking stage again. But there is also so much to think about Nevertheles i want to move from my head to my belly. Living live fully instead af being affraid of I don't know what!

Man I'm happy to finnaly can share again, and people who really read Facebook is not really doing the trick!

To answer your question: Yes I did. But not so much. I did truffles once, mushrooms once, lsd 3 or 4 times and, not orally, ketamine. Noting ever went as deep as salvia though.

Altough I had a flashback of ketamine and lsd together in my bedroom wich stayed on my mind ever since. I think it was like a k-hole experience, shifting in and out of diferrent experiences. In one I met with a kind of android people. I was in a sort of spaceship or something with big white wall's and windows capturing a vast darkness. People walking al around. I talked to this woman with a brow skin and dark hair. I could see that her skin peeled of a bit on her chest and underneath was a sort of iron, aluminum like metal. I know saying to her that I came from some place else, but somehow I felt a connection.


All questions are welcome, my English isn't perfect, it's not my first language.

Regarding integration, this is what I mean:

https://wiki.dmt-nexus.m...h_and_Safety#Integration

I think changing bad habbits is an honorable desire, and psychedelics can help. Just remember that the actual work will have to be done by you after the trip is down, the psychedelics wont walk for you.

Be well!

I come from the same path as you. Quite experienced with salvia, some shroom experience, no lsd experience yet though.

To my understanding the only thing that salvia and dmt have in common is that they blast you off very fast for a very short amount of time.

It has always been a good experience, totally weird, except for this one time..

So i as well will start off again with small doses and try to give in more to the feeling and try not to be in control of it.

I wish you good luck on your journeys, my southern neighbor.