Hey there.
Welcome to the forums. Your search for knowledge and understanding is a common theme among basically everyone here, but it sounds like you have quite a bit to educate yourself on first. Much of the answers you seek are found within not only these forums, but the
Wiki site as well. I would suggest first by starting with the
Attitudes page, followed by
Health and Safety if you haven't already. They contain a lot of information and links to additional information that will likely answer many of the exact questions you're asking now.
As far as suggestions concerning your health, especially as it relates to your GAD and medication use, there are no qualified individuals on this forum who can legitimately advise you on what to and what not to do. Even medical doctors cannot diagnose or advise you over forums without face to face contact & examination & assessment. This is detailed more specifically in the
Health and Safety section.
The journey to spice extraction and use is one that cannot be taken half-heartedly. Caution is of utmost importance. You really need to take the time to read, learn, and familiarize yourself with a plethora of subject matter concerning DMT.
I wish you the best from here on out
βThe only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.β
~Socrates (470 BC-399 BC)