Firstly, I would like to thank everyone who has made such an informative and valuable, safe and educational encyclopedia of material available for the beginner and the experienced alike...
Though I'm not entirely new to the subject, I am new to the Nexus. What I am seeking by joining and becoming a member is the fullest and most accurate info possible to safely progress to the next level. I do not wish to simply find something to alter my state of mind, but rather a way to help my own self(and possibly others by sharing) in this journey of "life"...
I'll state here that I have suffered from a number of illnesses, mental and physical, mainly mental in the form of anxieties. I have been treated over an over by "conventional" wisdom/meds, which only have made the problems that much worse.. Once stumbling upon a natural way(by way of accident) I realized it not only cured my chronic bronchitis, it rejuvenated my energy, gave me hope, and for the first time in my life I knew what it was like to be truly happy and anxiety free... I did not fully appreciate this until I could now longer treat myself on a daily basis with what I have found.. I since then have looked under every rock, behind every bush, for some homeopathic or natural remedy that was readily available at my local, organic/natural food an medicine shop, to no avail. Tried everything from chamomile to Valerian, everything in-between and before/past that, only to find nothing compared to this one thing I have been reluctant to believe actually helped me...
So... My search began, a chaotic journey to find that which could compare and that which would bring me back to my true self even further than ever before. After asking and seeking divine help and many hundreds of hours of meditation an prayer, I kept having this one thing thrown at me without searching for it at all.. Well needless to say, I ignored it at first, but each time it got made more clear and thrown harder my way with more proof than ever, and the best proof I had was the feelings I got inside from it as it was thrown more an more in front of my eyes...
I began researching this, "thing" and found astonishingly wonderful results from just a single treatment with no safety hazards so long as you have what your supposed to have... My research came to a stand still when finding that I could no longer readily get this treatment...
and so I come, finally, come to the point at which its time to progress and do it on my own with the help of the divine. Coming across the Nexus, I saw new hope emerging, ways to gain more knowledge and help educating one self to the point they can progress safely and naturally to the point of strengthening my mind (through meditation and other self imagery techniques, etc...) So I can rid myself of these emotional turmoils and get fully back to my true self...
I am not seeking a way t o find anything, to make anything or take anything thats not of this natural body. I am simply seeking a way to reach that point which I have become so disconnected with over years of wrongful and detrimental mistakes/beliefs...
Any help I can gain, any knowledge I can gain, from any good source of light & body will be greatly appreciated, for I do know the journey through the mind can be rough if not approached correctly, I realize everyone is different and to each their own, but I have come to know mine and what will help me achieve that which I am after, and that which I am after is obvious... I did not come to the Nexus, for something I am not aware of or ignorant about, nor for any recreational fun, but rather to gain that which I can not anywhere else...
All is in the minds eye, and the minds eye needs its nutrition just as the rest of the body... I hope I can find that here, in this huge step towards the betterment of myself and the whole...
Thank you all,
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"Love & Light, Dream by day, Journey by Night..."
"Love & Light, Dream by day, Journey by Night..."