Me and a friend was gonna take some pharma this saturday, but somehow we just didnt feel up to it.

The plan was to be 3people, but first one guy couldnt come so another friend was gonna replace him, then he couldnt blab bla


Anyway i had meassured out 3caps with 250mg rue alks, and 3 caps of fb dmt 70 + 70 +45mg.


I basicly forced myself to eat the rue first to get going, after a while i opened one of the 70mg caps and took out about 10mg since i didnt wan´t to get hit so hard.

I took the rest of the cap and felt it almost instantly vibrating my soul and mind, this is where i knew this was gonna be anight to remember.

My friend took the 45mg cap and then we were off.


After a while i was deep into the visions but my friend asked me how i was cause he wasnt feeling it that much, so i tried splitting up the remaining 70mg cap and sprinkled some into his glass, maybe 30mg? or so.

At this stage i was feeling good but thought i ruined my trip by forcing to wake up and splitting the cap, so i said fuck it and ate the remaining cap (maybe 40mg dmt) and laid down again.


After about 10mins i felt a very hard force coming on, and maybe just maybe, no i´m sure now im breaking through on oral dmt! oh shit how long will this last oh shit so intense shmm shmm shmm argh!!!


I surrendered almost instantly as i knew that fighting this would not end nicely, but it didnt help at all, i was going insane and never coming back, these messages i´m getting makes no sense at all.

For a long while it was like i was feeling a huge mothership talking to me, teeling me they are close and watching this madness we have created, i should not fear though they won´t kill me or my friends, although some humans may be doomed cause they are to twisted to save.


Wow this is alot of info i´m getting, we should not be sad cause we can´t help it, our sadness is just the feeling we get cause so many of us suffer, we can´t help it in any other way than helping the world, but how?


And like this it wen´t, i was at the source of life feeling it pulsating new species every second just spiting it them out into the universe.


There was so much more but i can´t really remember that much right now, i hope i will at a later point, i just needed to get this out. ive never gone this deep into the other world cause ive been scared, but now i just wan´t in again deeper and deeper


Anyway a few years later when i woke up it had only gone 2hours in this world which was insane, me and my friend who barely got off started to smoke some changa and n20 which was an awesome way to land from a trip like this.

nice, thanks for sharing. I think I'll smoalk a few more times before diving into this

Yeah i def got moar than i asked for but i don´t regret taking the dose i did, 100mg is not a huge oral dose but the most ive done by far, my first time with pharma i only did 50 which itself was quite a ride.

But breaking through and knowing it was gonna last for a long time is quite a scary experience.

Also tonight i got some really weird nightmares, first one my daughter became a scary alien which got me screaming while waking up, and the second one involved hooligans and gay rape gangsters, luckily for me the second one was more of a movie since i didnt actually participate any of the violence i only observed it.

Still it was a very weird night of sleep.

Yeah I get this darn message all the time.
The freakin aliens in the pyramid try to jam too much info into my head at one time.

I only do d orally, and typically in the 75-125mg range.



ohh and it isn't THAT long of a ride. It's hardly an acid trip, Maybe only 2-3 hours of intensity at the most.

Glad it aint just me then, i really got curious to go back in the vortex after this exp.

Also for a dmt breakthrough 2hours cn feel like a very very long time

Yeah it can be rough. It's good to have someone there who understands. I last took 155mgs alone, so very very alone. And as hard as it is to say, I agree that not everyone may be saved.

please elaborate

Yeah that was so weird man, it was like i was watching a movie that started out with some kids getting beat up with baseball bats by hooligans.

Then some weird prison scene where the guys who beat em down crawled around in chains in a small dungeon of some sort, after this there was some people connected to this shooting and throwing knives in a forest.

It all ended with what i understood being the guy who set up the hooligans being surrounded by a bunch of horny dudes with bad intensions, this is where i decided to fast forward so luckily i awoided that scene.

After that i don´t remember anything, very intense and high paced dream for sure but not really frightening.


This could have something to do with that i previously had a terror dream where my daughter had these crazy alien eyes staring at me. That was awful indeed.

So you took ~60 or 130? That's a huge difference so I just am confused if you took both capsules or just the one.

I've taken doses ranging from 70-131... 131 was this out-of-control thing in which a highly intricate and extremely insistent, finely-formed network/lattice/structure formed in everything I could look at, even the backs of my eyelids. The more I tried to fight it off or keep it at bay the more it became a blinding white light that subsumed my very being!! The next night I had a trip very similar to yours, even down to the suffering piece. It was like I was crying the tears of mother universe, and all living beings, but then it was revealed that all that was just love in different forms, and that love is the material basis of existence...

Everyone has a different tolerance to oral DMT, I think mostly based on weight with enzymatic or maybe some other factors; I recommend using the ration of milligram to pound... it's always worked well for me. I've read and found that 1mg per pound is a STRONG dose. I weigh in the 140's, so I've never gotten there, closer to .9 - but it was INSANE! It's good to start low and work your way up to a sweet spot, I've found mine to be around .7mg per pound...

Anyway I'm rambling but nice report. Good to hear this kind of stuff. Although the gay rape scene is, hm!

well i took about 60 then somewhere between 40 and 50 more on that.

Yeah that dream was very weird indeed, dnt know what it meant anddon´t want to either lol

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