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Posts: 93 Joined: 20-Nov-2011 Last visit: 05-Dec-2013
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Howdy nexus Youre probably wondering about the title. I wrote this title because it was braught to my attention that my SN was a little off for the nexus, and I wil b changing it soon. Ballz deep was a nick name I got in high school- had to do with a similiarity to my last name (balls isnt within my last name)and for the fact that from the first psyhadelic/entheogen I tried I jumped in balls deep. I fist tried entheogens when I was a youngster 15 or so (im still a youngin) and it came about because a friend of mine had a master plan to make money by growing mushrooms from a high times kit. I however opted out and found the shroomery, and swim grew a batch and when the time came to sell them swim chose to eat them and disposed of them any other way. From then on I realized that these substances had blew open the pandoras box peoples my minds and I realized that they were not drugs- they had much more substance to them. That time in my life opened me up towards spirituality if you will. However I spent my teen years also dabbling with much more than psych's and ended up being a heroin addict (5yrs) and doing very many things I am not pround of. 6 months ago I ended up finding my way back towards the "golden Path" and encountered a woman " who says she was " shaggys girlfriend" (shaggys jungle tek, shaggy). I ended up spending a few weeks with this woman and she gave me a gift in the form of a presentation that is priceless, she also informed me of this site, and for that I am grateful. Since my 5 yr mishap, I am now employed, engagaged, going back to school and trying to make every day better than the one before . Thank you all NEXUS. is it - 7 hits or dosing 7 times ..... Either way I lost count along time ago, and Just type/Speak without a filter.... All of this is just one big tasty 'word salad'......
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Posts: 107 Joined: 17-Apr-2012 Last visit: 29-May-2013 Location: Wherever I'm taken
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 We'll consider this the "Thumbs Up" button. I'm new myself. I've been a lurker for a long while, just watching....but I figured it was time to come out and say hello and talk to some great people. I think it's still too early for me to welcome you when I just got here myself, so.... Hello!
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Posts: 12340 Joined: 12-Nov-2008 Last visit: 02-Apr-2023 Location: pacific
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nice, glad to hear you are on your path! Welcome!  Long live the unwoke.
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Posts: 746 Joined: 30-Sep-2009 Last visit: 04-Apr-2024 Location: United Kingdom of Hyperspace
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Welcome aboard You're on the path, and heading in the right direction. Congratulations on battling your way through the bad times, and steering your way to the good. Peace Macre All things stated within this website by myself are expressly intended for entertainment purposes only.
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I, other members, and DMT-Nexus, do not condone or encourage the use, supply, or production of illegal drugs or controlled substances in any way whatsoever.
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 93 Joined: 20-Nov-2011 Last visit: 05-Dec-2013
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EzekielCain wrote: We'll consider this the "Thumbs Up" button. I'm new myself. I've been a lurker for a long while, just watching....but I figured it was time to come out and say hello and talk to some great people. I think it's still too early for me to welcome you when I just got here myself, so.... Hello! your not too new to welcome me or anyone else for that matter. Youve been here before as has everyone else, its just that wever just found our way back to "here and now". is it - 7 hits or dosing 7 times ..... Either way I lost count along time ago, and Just type/Speak without a filter.... All of this is just one big tasty 'word salad'......
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Posts: 1052 Joined: 18-Jan-2008 Last visit: 29-Jun-2017 Location: Earth, of course??
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Welcome to the fora, stolenface. "Within your heart is a lotus, and within this lotus is a diamond. This diamond is the source of creation, and in all the creation, there is only one lotus."
"Only from the Heart can you touch the sky." ~ Rumi
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Intraterrestrial
Posts: 300 Joined: 25-Oct-2009 Last visit: 21-Jul-2021 Location: Where past, present, and future collapse
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I am very happy you found your way back to the golden path, it gives me the courage to find my way back as well. It seems the choice to turn around can happen instantaneously if your intent and will is right. Keep those vibes alive. Welcome back! "That which I avoid I will become a slave to, that which I confront I will master."
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ThGiL fO TiRipS
Posts: 2021 Joined: 26-Feb-2011 Last visit: 07-Feb-2023 Location: Earth
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Welcome to the Nexus brother We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.
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We are all living in our own feces.
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