hi i feel im in need of healing, been feeling down for a while, something very negative in me that needs to go, lots of nightmares...whats do u guys recommend would be a good thing to start with that would help me?, i have access to these: strait cappi tea, smoked caapi leaves, pharmauasca, changa? wish i could go to the jungle to sit with a shaman but no money for that so need to take something alone, any advice much appriciated
cheers

Ayahuasca

these things can help but its best to cast your net widely and take a more holistic approach to healing..so maybe try incorporating many beneficial habits/activities into your life..including things you already love..but also things such as:

meditation & yoga everyday (perhaps eventually incorporating low doses of changa after some caapi tea (5g) microdosing into it..its very beneficial for this sort of thing if used with good intentions. It doesn't do the work for you but it is a strong paddle, so to speak..)..

but yea i would drink around 5g of caapi vine tea in the morning and at night. The vine itself, without an admixture plant, is very healing. At low and bigger doses.

change around your diet. i'm not sure what you eat..but eating healthier in general, and cutting out processed crap, can dramatically change around ones mood. permanently..And get plenty of water. Most people these days seem to be dehydrated

read some awesome books and stimulate your noodle! maybe check out the book bin in the music/literature subforum..

thanks for quick advice, imma brew up some caapi tea and prepare some changa for tomorrow. should i prepare for a purge? also i have 50x caapi extract not regular caapi, ne idea on how much of that would b equivalent to 5g?
cheers

Ill give you a little advice for storing negative energy.
Close your eyes, focus your mind on your heart, and try as hard as you can to relax it and let it do its job, negative energy is stored in the heart but because of all the crap people have put in there bodies, it causes us to create tension on all organs even if your not aware.

Feel your heart and relax it and you will start to feel it suck up with energy, negative energy.

When you have done this, if you would like to release some of the energy, i would advise crying it out if your body feels it needs to.

I'm in the same boat.
I have been on every medication believed to man and only to make me worse.
I have had alot of traumatic events in my life, and I saw this documentary about DMT on TV.
This sounded like probably my last resort to stop all this crap in my head and be free.
I am 50 yrs. old and enough is enough. I cant afford to go to brazil to the camp they have.
Any solutions or someone you can refer me to in America for this type of help???
I just want to enjoy whatever time I have on this earth for once in my life I just want to be free from this. It has robbed me of having an enjoyable social life. I cant work anymore and now I just basically try to stay away from people just so I dont have an episode. Does anyone else feel this way??? I use to be in the medical field so I have been through all the therepy, medications, relaxations. Like I said I have tried everything I am at the end of my rope.

cherrymac, welcome

If you are interested in trying ayahuasca, purchase some banisteriopsis caapi vine. Maybe get a pound your first time. Depending on the potency it will be active anywhere between 20-50 grams of material. 100g being on the higher end of the spectrum but I use this dose most of the time. Chacruna, chaliponga, or mimosa hostilis root bark will be your source of DMT, as the vine allows the DMT to be orally absorbed (among other things.)

You will want to do a lot of reading and studying before hand to get a feel for how others are doing it so you can prepare.

https://www.dmt-nexus.me/users/house/aya.png This link should be of some assistance to you. Let us know when you have further questions, and good luck exploring this profound medicine and others.

Just make sure you've been off certain medications for at least a few weeks before using ayahuasca, there is more info in the FAQ about this.