So.... If ever there was a place to ask about this, I suppose the Nexus is about right. I've been exploring some non-chemically induced changes in my state of consciousness, and had a pretty insane experience yesterday. I was sitting in my meditation space, and had a good 4-5 hours of nothing to do but sit. I've been working on trying to draw my awareness down out of my head/ajna/brow chakra and into my heart, essentially I'm trying to cultivate a more direct and less conceptual experience for myself.
In any case, I was doing this yesterday and about an hour and a half into my session I reached a point where I felt sort of stuck in my throat/heart/solar plexus area and couldn't seem to find a place to settle. I got the overwhelming urge to just let go/surrender so I did so (totally let my posture go and just leaned back in my chair, which I have to sit in because I have a bad knee).
Once I surrendered, I felt this force come down through the top of my head and make its way down to my chest and down into my abdomen/root chakra and HOLY COW. My face got really warm and my whole body lit up with sensation like I had just been plugged into the wall... I felt like my whole body was suspended in warm gel and was quivering and I had this insanely huge full-body orgasm that lasted 10-to-15 minutes. It wasn't sexual in the sense that I didn't become physically aroused and never climaxed in the normal load-blowing way... it's like the whole thing was all the most intense part of the most intense orgasm I've ever had, but multiplied by a thousand times. At the most intense point, I was breathing so heavily and so deeply that I thought my neighbors would hear me through the walls.
Of course, I was shocked and immediately tried to make it/let it happen again, which I did two more times over the course of about 30-45 minutes. Being a man, I can't say for sure, but I got the distinct feeling like these were more similar to female orgasms than what I was used to.
Has anybody else ever encountered this? I have been somewhat aroused physically from MDMA before, but even my best physical sexual experience was like a joke compared to this.
"God is not outside us but is just us, the living and the dead, the never-lived and never-died. That we should learn it only now, is supreme reality, it was written a long time ago in the archives of universal mind, it is already done, there's no more to do." ~ Jack Kerouac