on a particularly synaesthetic day, i witnessed my reflection transform into a bearded reptillian-looking thing.

My rational mind attributes it to the LSD and my misfiring neurons. but, my alien jesus christ i've never seen my face do that before.


have you had similar experiences on high doses of L?

i would love to hear some rational thoughts (to balance this delusion).

As we are not only one, but many - I assume you just see various possibilities of creation trough yourself.
IMO you don't need to balance it. Either you choose to give meaning to this experience or you discard it as a fascinating OEV

When I first started doing L, I purged, came up and saw myself in the mirror, I was an old dying tree, white and withered and old. Subsequently catalyzed a change in diet...

Another time with a few d. stramonium seeds on L I was mirror gazing and I disappeared. I was a black shadow void. I could see everything around me except myself, I was just as black as possible. Every time I looked. For a long time.

A bit unrelated, but I used to have dreadlocks, and one time on some mushrooms in the woods I closed my eyes and saw myself from the third person looking down except my hair was moving around alive as if I was underwater, or they were snakes.

In total darkness, I have observed pulsations of colored light stream down peoples' faces on L on numerous occasions. Reminded me of jelly fish. I have also gazed at people in sensory deprivation and on top of seeing that, have seen god/goddess-like ancient/futuristic masks applied where there faces would be, also on numerous occasions. Golden, neon, alien animalistic and changing every so often.

I think the moral of the story here is we are not who we appear to be.

some very related threads you'll find interesting:

https://www.dmt-nexus.me....aspx?g=posts&t=1280

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=27341

Whenever I would look in the mirror I would see myself like this!

I once was on a low dose with my gf, and while looking into a mirror through another mirror, i had seen her head on my body and my head on hers, very weird, and really put me into thought, i was not scared, i was actually almost exhilarated for experience such a thing,

Also i remember the ceiling fan was on, and the lights in it a movable so facing them at the blades of the fan kind of created a strobing effect in the room.

It was very intense, also that night while partaking in some closed eye visuals i was listen to a song by the band Lotus-Did Fatt and in the beginning there is all this sampling, and the guy is saying molecules to smashing of atoms and to sub atomic particles, sub atomic particles to something else but i dont remember, but as soon as the music came in, this fat larger guy showed up, and was dancing in front of me to the music, not saying anything but giving me the best feeling, a feeling of almost being home(like a feeling i've been here it feels so right in here) light fractals circling his body i remember him having suspenders, lol