Thanks OM
Im so glad that so many of us are kicking up the same dirt on this planet.
I came because i lost faith in so many things,with great saddness and anger .
It was a calling like no other i have had, to understand loss of good friends,and why my world made me sick.
of how so many treated others in short i became a bullys worst nightmare,along with ending up homeless as a kid,i was just soo lost,i have risked my life for so many years trying to build courage and strength.
I found Dmt and with the help of so many here,I was able to find the spirit i felt i had lost.
i had locked myself into only winning at everything i did and could just not face losing to anything.
all of that changed i still like to win,but not my only goal anymore.
i found love,happiness,and a understanding everything is going to be ok,unlike any church could show me.
I just wanted my heartache to stop,to believe in something? anything? again.
I found it here with the help of the nexens, to make sure my heart was right i quit smoking after 30 yrs...cold
Because i wanted nothing to get in the way of my lesson or taint it, i never could quit before? not sure why this did the job.
i have not done aya yet but will as soon as i can truly give it the respect and time it needs, i work too much.
But i thank you for putting into words what i want to see from the nexens i respect so much.
the healing is what i seek,and willing to do whatever it takes to feel this understanding..
I got some work to do but im truly trying<3 you guys fill my heart with hope,for that is no small task,and i thank you...keep up the great work<3 and again thank you....Oden