My dmt experiences have a certain personality. It's hard to explain, but when I smoalk now it is always this certain entitie/character. It seems to be a male, and he is kinda mean and demanding, but fair.
Pehaps it's just my imagination, or me losing it from too many disassociatives. I have been experimenting with the m-hole quite a bit lately. Since I got over my dmt honeymoon, my use has been down to like once a week so obviously I lost my tolerance and really breakthrough hard on 50 mgs.
So one day after a 'Godshot' of MXE and at the peak of my experience I partook with dmt. The experience was very weak compared to the m-hole and mxe and I kinda ganged up on the dmt entitie and insulted him on the weakness of the experience. But I specifically remember him telling me "I'll get you back"!
So the next time I partook (while sober) knowing I was in for it but not knowing what he had instore for me, he got me good! I came to and my tourch lighter was laying down on the table still lit and burned the shit out of my table! The burn was like 3/4" deep by 5 inches. I was still tripping and he was laughing at me saying gotcha!
Then the next (last) time a few days ago also while sober, I took my hit, TURNED OFF THE TOURCH, and layed in bed. He got rude with me and told me to turn that freakin TV off right now. That's direspectful! So I did right before I really warped out. The trip consisted of alot of moaning and complete egodeath and not in such a good way. Granted I have'nt fulfilled one of his demands and feels that's got something to do with my recent not so plesant experiences. So I promised myself I am going to fulfill his demand before I partake again and see how it goes next time.
So do any of you have a certain entitie/personality you deal with every time you partake? Just curious cause it's kinda new for me.
I have an overactive imagination, and am certifiably insane. So anything I post is purely fictional.