hello all this isnt my first post but i felt this is the only appropriate place to post these feelings because i can not post in open topic yet. i like to say thank you to all who keep this site up and running it is really one of the only things i do on the computer so much great info and wisdom. but not only that its almost like a group of brothers whom i dont have in the physical infront of me that sounds silly because im so new and dont know any of you to any extent but you can feel the bonds just by reading someones post. i dont know about you because there is such a variety of great people here but i live in a booming town in florida where literally 85 to 95 percent of the youth are caught up in "money cars hoes" lifestyle and caught up in egotistical battles. im only 19 born in 1992 and before i even began using phycs i loved taking nature walks, and loved animals of every single species. reading these posts on these forums makes me kind of sad that i dont have a single person in my area whom i can have journeys with and share the most amazing aspects of nature with. just a single brother to sit and take a dose and stare up at the night sky with would be so amazing and i dont mean this in a gay way at all. im sorry if this is alot of babbleing but man it kills me that this youth for the most part is so far gone i wish i had some brothers to share experiences with. but i am thankful that we atleast have this community to share and support eachother. LONG LIVE THE NEXUSSSS!

Welcome friend!
It sounds like you have a good natural connection to the world that many people dont have, thats a great start!
The people that you surround yourself with in life is very important, and over time hopefully you will be able to attract the kind of friends that you would like to have around, as they make you feel good, and vice versa.
But sometimes even that can fail, and this place IS amazing and it IS full of good people that will make you feel good.
I love this place.
Welcome and happy travels!

I know the feeling you describe, I've been there. Just keep doing what you like and keep searching, partners will appear eventually. And in the meantime, welcome to the Nexus