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Last night i decided to take a journey. It had been since April of 2011, since i had journeyed. Upon preparation i took about 40 mins to myself to meditate, after that i began prepping my space out. It took place on my bed where i would be able to turn and hit my light off when i was ready.
So i got myself ready, i had some skull candy headphones, it doesn't drown out all noises, but enough to put me inside my head. So i sat there took in a few breathes. So being that it had been so long, i had the pre-flight anxiety. It took a little self motivation, and i was ready.
First hit, no so large just feeling my way in, i lay there for a few minutes, and basically says so, thats it were just gonna show you some things and it will be over so take another.
Sit up and do so, the visuals begin to get a little more visual, as i lay down i ask myself is this enough, once again i am told to take one more. This time i just wrapped the lighter around my device, it got nice and filled and as soon as i took it all in, they said thats enough, my eyes were still open, and from what i can describe my vision began to shake back and forth while the blackness was slowly closing in. Layed my device down and also myself, exhale and boom i was there, it was right in front of my face.
It was very similar to my last journey, almost identical at one point, a deep feeling of I've been here lots of threads of many colors weaving in and out through each other. Although it was right up in my face, it felt very large. there was sounds of what would say like networking, echoes of network beeps. It felt as if i was in for 30 mins at least. I guess one thing i struggle with is the focus, as soon as i feel I've got a glimpse of something i am shown something different and completely forget the last thing and so on. I was not expecting a crazy journey, but usually after a journey i am satisfied with whatever i was given. Sometimes you don't get what you expect but you always come out with a deeper appreciation for everything.
One question i was curious to ask anyone, how does one know when they have burned the spice or vaped it clean. I suppose experience and practice can only tell. Thank you for your time.
"You are an explorer, and you represent our species, and the greatest good you can do is to bring back a new idea, because our world is endangered by the absence of good ideas. Our world is in crisis because of the absence of consciousness."
— Terence McKenna
"They Say It helps when you close yours eyes cowboy"