This is an experience report I wrote in my journal about an hour after the experiment, and re-edited once I came down a bit more. Not my favorite when it comes to my writing, but it is without a doubt my favorite and most powerful experience I've had with DMT. I never glanced at the entry due to being away from home for awhile, so here it is verbatim. The DMT was vaporized a few hours after I plateaued with the LSD.
LSD - ~250ug
DMT - 45mg
Syrian Rue - Tea
I vaporize the spice, and take it all in one sizable inhalation. I am aware of separation of body and spirit almost instantly. The music is no longer objective, it's become subjective and I am riding the sounds in my living room. As each note carries my body in complete blissful vibration, I realize each sounds is also birthing objects right before my eyes, and as the sound dies, the objects too, die. I observe ravishing geometric patterns reminiscent of "The Koch Snowflake"(or star) with an infinite amount of glowing traces reaching across the boundaries of these objects, intersecting each other an infinite amount of times forming smaller geometric arrangements within the object itself. These objects looked as if they were made of gold or jewels, and they vibrated heartedly with gold tints. It was as if preflight I could perceive the correlation between vibrations and existence's relationship with mathematics.
Not only do I feel myself leaving my body, but I am propelled into a familiar realm of keyed up and frenzied space excursion through a familiar method of travel. My "soul" soars through this vortex full of geometric decorations along the surrounding walls and dome. I travel upward through this place, with a tremendous amount of force guiding me. I explode into empty space out of this vortex and feel as if I had expanded infinitely outward into every direction in space and time, as if my consciousness had seeped into every corner of the universe. I journey more into empty space, and above me I observe a figure made up of geometric ornaments and markings which ultimately encompassed billions of links within their flawless boundaries, aiming toward the direction of where I just traveled from. I float up towards this figure and I get the impression that I am reaching the boundaries of whatever dimension we or our minds are confined to.
I am boundless now, existing in space and experiencing the familiar timelessness one could only describe as eternity. I had the feeling I could go and journey more into eternity and space, but something anchored me . There was a hecatonicosachoron which rested perfectly on the being's forehead, and more links cascaded from it in every direction towards me, pulling me. The beauty of this object was astounding, exploding with blue, purple, green, and gold light. The pull becomes more intense, and any resistance I may have wielded quickly subsided, and its energy and mine resonated together, and I perceive a plethora of information being instilled into me. As I make my way upwards to it I am immediately pulled in and for a few seconds observe visions of hyperspace travels past, understanding that I had just been invited into this being's consciousness, it welcomed me humbly.
I am now It, and subsequently, I and It were synonymous to each other, It was I, and I was It. Billions of energized links emit from my new self, all vibrating in perfect synchronicity and stretching across empty space straight towards where I had traveled from, all converging on one center point, connecting to each living organism on Earth. Trying my hardest not to be confounded by it, I became aware of a familiar link, one which was illuminated by the most electric blue. Glowing, pulsating, and cascading from my mouth downwards into the boundaries I was removed from. With each beat of my heart, the link pulsated and sent a surge of absolute love and endless understanding and empathy to my new found body. The feeling associated with the sharing of energy between the being, and my body is truly ineffable. The vision lasted an eternity. I had become everything in this dimension. I became the entity of the totality of Earth. Is this God?
“The most compelling insight of that day was that this awesome recall had been brought about by a fraction of a gram of a white solid, but that in no way whatsoever could it be argued that these memories had been contained within the white solid. Everything I had recognized came from the depths of my memory and my psyche. I understood that our entire universe is contained in the mind and the spirit. We may choose not to find access to it, we may even deny its existence, but it is indeed there inside us, and there are chemicals that can catalyze its availability.”