DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 84 Joined: 07-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Dec-2015
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my usual thoughts are just focused on calming my breathing , but then when i get that first hit the DMT just relaxes me and then its "more , more more " before i blast off .
my anxiety seems so petty after a trip
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Explorer
Posts: 2688 Joined: 04-Dec-2010 Last visit: 25-Oct-2016 Location: space
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Thoughts before, First base: "please be gentle" Following bases "SMOALK MOAR!!!" 
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Explorer, Creative and Curious
Posts: 925 Joined: 08-Jan-2012 Last visit: 04-Dec-2015 Location: West Coast of Canada
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Edit: what do I think about before? "awesome!!" Lock door, turn on lava lamp and xmas lights. Melting white xtals. Lay back get comfortable. Hands start to shake and get cold. Start to light. Back out of a major hit for fear of a loop or scream session. Enjoy mild visuals and the sounds. Thank the spice for its kindness. Done: THC - LSD - MESC - MDMA - Shrooms - DMT / Want:Hyperspace travel - World Peace
Respect, intention, meditation, inhalation, observation, analyzation, respect.
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 454 Joined: 28-May-2011 Last visit: 08-Aug-2013 Location: always on the move
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what thoughts do you have before vaping?
Lots of them.
Is the door locked? all phones off? need to pee? Background or headphone music properly set up? Lighter working properly? Got a blanket ready? Have I meditated enough to iron out any stress?
Will it be a big one? a nice one? terrifying one? oh shut the f... up and hit it! ( last item my thoughts to myself, ie. not directed at you)
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Posts: 6739 Joined: 13-Apr-2009 Last visit: 10-Apr-2022
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"Looks like a good amount, here we go!"
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<3
Posts: 1175 Joined: 06-Oct-2011 Last visit: 31-Jan-2025 Location: emeraldisle
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"Ugh why do I want to do this"
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 12340 Joined: 12-Nov-2008 Last visit: 02-Apr-2023 Location: pacific
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To be honest..half the time my thoughts are centered around how this is going to only last like 2 minutes(the peak) and I wish I was in a place where I was not wasting that experience with "sober" thoughts that bleed through into such a short peak and distracting me. I think this is part of why I started to really vibe alot more with oral DMT..by the time I am peaking with ayahuasca all those everyday thought patterns are behind me. I always disliked how what I am thinking before I inhale that cloud of tryptamines amplifies as it comes on and can dominate the experience at times. Long live the unwoke.
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Posts: 856 Joined: 12-Jul-2010 Last visit: 24-Feb-2024 Location: New Zealand
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I get anxious about it and overthink everything, but as soon as I pick up my pipe my mind goes blank and a calmness comes over me and I just wait for the show to start. Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me, lets me see.
There is so much more and it beckons me to look though to these,
infinite possibilities.
As below so above and beyond I imagine,
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 498 Joined: 21-Oct-2009 Last visit: 31-Mar-2023
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totally focused on my rapid heartbeat
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 2277 Joined: 22-Dec-2011 Last visit: 25-Apr-2016 Location: Hyperspace Studios
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Breathing, heartbeat.... And a fast- paced visual montage of a bunch of my peak experiences. Then I try to blink, clear my visual palette. Everyday chatter very quiet in the background, easy to dismiss. Look for the quiet center. Breathe.
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Everything the light touches
Posts: 367 Joined: 25-May-2011 Last visit: 18-Jan-2015
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My usual mantra is "Hi Universe, please be gentle, I'm still learning" Sonorous fractal manifestastions,
birthing golden vibrations,
that echo through folds of space & time,
ferry my soul closer to God
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 2229 Joined: 22-Jul-2011 Last visit: 02-May-2024 Location: in the underbelly of the cosmic womb
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"alright mate, lets go into this with love, surrender and concentration. do not fear but embrace"
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veni, vidi, spici
Posts: 3642 Joined: 05-Aug-2011 Last visit: 22-Sep-2017
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"CHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGE"INHALE, SURVIVE, ADAPT it's all in your mind, but what's your mind??? fool of the year
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 404 Joined: 20-Jan-2011 Last visit: 01-Sep-2013 Location: South Bay
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No Thought, only Motion. "The search for Truth is the Greatest, if not, most Sensible form of Rebellion."
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 465 Joined: 01-Dec-2009 Last visit: 04-Jul-2024
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"Shut up!" to my inner voice  Listen to a man of experience: thou wilt learn more in the woods than in books. Trees and stones will teach thee more than thou canst acquire from the mouth of a master. St. Bernard
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1999 Joined: 13-Jun-2011 Last visit: 24-Jun-2018
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All / most of the above  Lose Control, Free My Soul, Break Me Open, Make Me Whole."DMT kicked my balls off" - od3
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 486 Joined: 01-Nov-2011 Last visit: 07-Aug-2012 Location: 127.0.0.1
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tobecomeone00 wrote:No Thought, only Motion. I have the complete opposite of this. I am always very still before vaping and my mind is racing with thoughts... primarily things like "oh shit oh shit oh shit" and "right... go for it, just do it before you over think it and lose your nerve". I have massive pre-flight anxiety most of the time because I know I am launching myself into potentially something terrifying. Although I get a lot from the terrifying experiences they are extremely intense and they provoke an instinctual fear of inflicting that on myself... takes me real willpower (or more often, for me, a reasonable dose of alcohol) to overcome this. -Я Ξ √ Ω L U T ↑ Ø N-
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 793 Joined: 23-Oct-2011 Last visit: 22-Aug-2014 Location: arcady
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"Exhale.....Here I go!---no I'm not ready........okay here--, no Deep exhale.....Now" "Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods." Albert Einstein
I appreciate your perspective.
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 211 Joined: 12-Feb-2012 Last visit: 23-May-2019 Location: Somewhere in the pillars of creation
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After reading all these responses, I am a bit relieved to hear that many other travelers have many of the same anxieties and apprehensions that I have as a, still newbie spicer. All these comments have allowed me to feel the love and fear and just do it anyway. Next stop, other dimensions! Thank you all. Neo I am certifiably insane, as such all posts written by me should be regarded as utter nonsense or attempts to get attention by using totally fictitious verbiage...........
The above refers to the fictitious 'I'
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 21 Joined: 03-Jan-2012 Last visit: 09-Apr-2014 Location: parralel universe
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the thoughts that i have is like , its only 5-10 min and just let go and everything will be fine in the end. 
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