That you smoke this molecule, and it produces experiences such as these.

It's just a freaking molecule!

It's SOOOOO cool

(Btw, I'm sober)

DMT appreciation!

its the diversity that blows me away (as well as the rest of it:wink

it takes me on a certain style of journey for a while and i start to (foolishly) think "i know what this is all about, ive cracked it" and then boom, the next time it blast me to somewhere i didnt even consider could be part of the experience and i can feel myself thinking, while on the journey, "whats this? whats happening to me? this isnt what Spice does" and then i giggle.

Reminds me of atomic energy and how splitting one atom releases so much heat and physical energy. Smoking DMT rather seems to release mental or spiritual energy. Or is there even a difference between the two?

Right? Just when you think it's getting familiar or something..BAM

Yep, it tends to go in phases for me, the last 2 voyages I've taken have had no visuals at all just a weird everything/nothing experience with a heavy influence from my breath.

Truly the strangest experiences are had when your at the mercy of infinite possibility

Maybe the difference in the experiences had something to do with n,n vs 5eo? Pinchbeck has some comments on this here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfQSc-AfntA

Don't think so, I'm pretty sure there's no 5MEO in mimosa, I think the diference is that DMT is completely off the scale and gives you what you need not what you think you want.

I've been meditating alot recently and I would say that's probably the likely culprit, or the Stringpuller, he's a crafty one.

Nice 3rdI, I need to pick up habitual meditation again and not just when I think I need it.

Interesting that your experiences may have changed because of that.

I haven't been siting for very long, only 24 days, but I have sat twice everyday for 20 mins each time, so 40 mins a day, but it seems to have had an influence on my journeys.

I generally have very good recollection of my journeys and have only come back once with no recollection and that was through an overly large dose. The last 2 didn't feel like I didn't remember, it was more like there was nothing to remember, all there was was a feeling of complete absorption in my breath.

I can only liken it to what I imagine can be achieved when a very deep meditive state is achieved.

I will certainly never be able to express how thankful i am for these experiences. I have a few friends who have dabbled with these realms but I know that even they don't understand how I feel, its a good job I've got you lot to to gibber on to, I have no idea how I would cope with DMT if I didn't have the Nexus