Reading Nexus for about six months already, using it mainly as a source of knowledge for my personal experiments. At some point found myself in need to post a question here and realized I can't do this. Fine, going to make first step in direction of getting posting access here - write something about myself. I was not commenting on posts yet as I didn't find myself experienced enough to guide others in areas covered here. Did several extractions over last 3-4 months, did tens of trips with breakthroughs and without. Funny, but I feel my life changing (was stuck a bit after all), becoming more spiritual, if I can say that, more worried about my and others well-being, more opened to others. Started to meditate and understood nature of stress and all what's connected. It could seem little for experienced folks, but not for me All fine, but my extractions are becoming weak, and my trips are less efficient. At some point I've build some kind of fear against spice, worked it out a bit but still, it's here, sitting inside me. Maybe I should take a brake, maybe I'm rushing too fast. In any case, I'm going to continue exploring this world. Thanks to spice and all those who are sharing their knowledge about it

can I ask, how did you get started with your own experiences?

It's very broad question which can be answered in many different levels and steps Got to hear from some folks or just internet, got interested and started investigation. Started ten years ago (not with spice), ended up here where I'm am. If you ask about experiences with spice, then first one was actually from mhrb brew - mind and body blowing several hours experience. Very impressive and something I wanted to try again, if that "body part" could be excluded (still, I'm considering visiting ayahuasca ceremony). So, I came to extraction and deeper experiences started.

If you ask about experiences with spice, then first one was actually from mhrb brew - mind and body blowing several hours experience.

I've never heard of Spice or DMT until a couple of weeks ago. wouldn't even know where to look or how to ask. That's what I was referring to. sorry.

It's all right here - everything you need to know to get started. Read as much as you possibly can, including the WIKI from top to bottom.

Ok... will do. Thanks.

integration

Yeah, you are right. I remember a trip with single vision - sign with "safety" written on it and all what's connected to it behind (both mental (set) and physical (setting) safety). Worked it out a bit but problem right now is that I don't even get to know what to integrate, just plain, mind blowing trips without any idea what to integrate.

Can someone give me an example of integration induced by DMT?

It's a funny word. I only half believe in it, personally.

How can you integrate something that does not operate the way this every day reality does?
You can, and you can't.

I can look at a flower or someone in the eyes and remember the eternal moment and feel alienated and amazing and alone in on this grand paradoxical secret...and then the desire to log onto the nexus arises...

I can sit here smiling content with my life knowing... I don't feel the need to travel anywhere.

It's one of those things you have to figure out on your own. When and how to use DMT to benefit your intention. Knowing when to stop and meditate. Going with the flow. Not allowing yourself to succumb to false beliefs that hold you back. Not thinking too hard and allowing it to drive you insane.

That kinda stuff. Just have fun.