Yeah, some things seem to make more sense in a psychedelic mindset. Some things make less sense. I don't know how many times the most profound ideas would occur to me, only to discover that I can't find the words to communicate those ideas to the outside world.

Most definitely, I barely remembered anything my first two breakthroughs. I was so upset that on my 3rd breakthrough I tried really hard to remember everything.

The greatest moment was when I came back into that familiar hyperspace environment(domed, brightly lit, golden patterns on the walls) and the first entity I see( a blue and gold shaman poised on a pedestal) says to me "NOW DO YOU REMEMBER?!"

It's like instant deja vu. Keep smoking and pay attention during trips and you will soon not need spice to provide that feeling. You should get to a point where you have a concrete image in your head of what a DMT trip is.

i wish i could remember my first breakthrough properly

I can definitely relate to this sensation. I've become so familiar with the "sounds" - those sometimes mental/sometimes audible thought-sound rhythms - that those entities make. Each distinctive entity that recurs across experiences has it's own unique song/sound such that even when I vaped in pitch blackness, I had trouble seeing the entities, but I could easily tell which one I was dealing with based on the sounds I was hearing. The sounds themselves also seem to be what allow them to do all the crazy interdimensional magic that they like to do. I've definitely noticed that when new frequencies come into audible range, hyperspace action starts taking place.

From the first breakthrough, to every trip... It always feels like returning to something I knew but forgot.

Only the second time I did some ,as soon as I was in there I said oh yeah I forgot This is what its like.lol.like you forget til you do more.

..the psychology term for this is 'state-specific memory', meaning only when you are in a similar state can things be fully recalled..
the same phenomenon seems to apply also to most dreams..
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I absolutely know what you mean. I remember quite a bit of my recent voyages, but the feeling of recognition of what it is like to actually be there is always the first thing that hits me going back in. The same with salvia. It is unbelievable that it is so hard to remember exactly that disorientating feeling of being in another dimension. I guess it is so foreign it is hard to orientate it with our earthly experiences. In a way, it makes the plant and derived chemical even more of a gift. I get a real sense of 'goodbye' from these beautiful beings as I leave. Very sad, but so loving. See you next time kind of thing. Anyone else get that?

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