Welcome

glad to hear you joined, you sound alot like myself.
Love to be alone, it gives a focused and sharp mind. Some people judge people who wants nothing to do with normal day life and that they gone crazy. I sat at home for 2 years, went outside like 10 times in a year. Dosnt sound normal, but man I were as happy and focused as a human being can be. When I went outside I cried of the natural beauty of nature.
Now its diffrent, I am with friends all days, go for runs ,started smoking ect. Some for the good some for bad. Will find my way back for sure

ahah sorry for the rant!