Hello dmt nexus,
Two years ago today my best friend committed suicide. I can't even begin to tell you how hard it's been not having him around anymore, not only for me but for everybody who's lives he touched. He was an awesome kid, I just wish he had held on through the rough times he was going through because I know that he really did love life.
I am a much stronger person now having gone through this. It changed my whole outlook on life for the better, but I still miss him everyday and remember the good times often.
He never tried spice but I think he knew about it somewhat.
I started using spice about a year ago, the first few experiences I had with dmt were sub break throughs. more like strange random movie clips of parts of my life being played for me in my head, and the first and the third time I used dmt I briefly saw my friend who had died, he didn't stay long in the experiences just long enough for me to acknowledge that he was there.(we just made eye contact)
I have since had many dmt journeys, but those were the only 2 times I ever encountered my friend after doing it, I'm not really sure what to make of it.
Has anybody else lost somebody very close and then seen them after using dmt?
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