of pink spice (~8 - 10mg) felt very much like DPT, or the peak of 3 hits of acid. also reminiscent of pcp
swim was quite anxious, perhaps it's because he had his eyes open; could barely stand shortly after

he's pretty nervous about taking the big plunge

perhaps try a few more sub-breakthru doses to get used to this energy before diving in head first. Why rush it, when you do work out ur relationship with spice you will understand how you should use it best personally.
I cant just voyage at the mo, i must have a reason for going there.

very good advice, much appreciated.

yeah.. the spice holds much knowledge even in non breakthrough doses. gradually work your way up i say.. try starting with 10mg and upping your dose +2mg each evening. that way you will find the dose where the mandala will open up for you personally. everyone is different some people archieve pretty good breakthroughs on 25mg. i recommend closing your eyes tho! its MUCH nicer that way. DMT opens your third eye sight. you can concentrate much better on what you see with the third eye by closing the others. the key to a good experience is to have no fear. trust yourself. trust DMT. and it will open up for you and show you marvelous things. try and think of being underwater with diving equipment. just let yourself sink into it. think of taking a bath in a tub full of love. thinking nice things really helps with having a soft and loving experience.

Great admonition. Your a wonderful person, Lorax.

Gaining cmfidence with lower dossages may help but there is a point when you have to take the bull by the horns. I don't really like the analogy of sinking slowly into it like being a scuba diver. Its more traumatic and violent than that. I prefer the analogy of a precapice you are inching towards. There comes a point where you have to put all your faith in the spice and jump. I don't expect that will help much Benzyme, sorry. Good luck.

I find a near breakthrough much more timid because I'm still trying to negotiate my real surroundings in a way. Once I sink completely in, all I can think is "Mmmmm".

I have to say though i get very little insight, while under the influence I'm merely an observer with a clear head. Then I think about it afterwards.

thats exactly the problem.. don't try to negotiate your surroundings. before smoking DMT you should at first master the way of letting yourself go. DMT can take you softly and it can rip you out of your body. It only rips you out by the roots if your mind is still too grounded in this reality. if you master the techniques of letting go and letting your mind drift it will not need to pull you out by the roots because you have already done this by yourself. DMT is a world of thought. try living in this world before taking it in. it sometimes takes a bit of practice. some people do it with music, others think of certain things. for me its best to have very easy ambient music playing without beat. just sinus waves. i start letting my mind drift away..

and this is where the vaporgenie is really good! because with a little practice you can administer the flame to it with your eyes shut while lying down propped up on some comfy cushions. i love to suck on it with my eyes closed because i love that moment when it all starts appearing. at first my thoughts become very enhanced and this helps letting go even more so that when it really hits you you will already be pure thought. i recommend to meditate on lsd for aquiring these techniques of letting the mind drift. it will show you how to do it.

pink spice? sounds interesting

Taking enthogens slow and with great respect is the key ive found personally

Much Peace

Good point Clown. I largely wasted my first batch on too many small doses, until I thought: what the heck, it's now or never: take the rest all at once. WHAM 4-dimensional hyperspace, life-changing experience! Even on MAOIs 10 mg is very little. But you seem very sensitive Benzyme, take it easy it's not something to hurry with!

sub breakthrough doses are best for healing other people in my opinion. it enhances imagination and lets one see the white light. the white light can be formed to a sphere and be given to others by pushing it inside them and rubbing them with it. see it like an ointment.