hello Gods Johnston,
you are right to be wary of using the spice, if you werent it would be more worrying. I like to look at my preflight anxiety as an offering, the fear is present untill i blow out the first hit, the fear is then replaced by awe, amazement and gratitude.
Was your 10g of mushrooms dried or fresh? if they were dried then, in my opinion, you will have no problems with a spice journey (except the obvious reality smashing part but no one can really handle that

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Gods Johnston wrote:One of my friends has broken through about five times now and seems like he is a little unstable now. He quit going to college, he refuses to look for a job, and he is always finding any sort of way to get messed up no matter the way, pills, k2, cough syrup, etc. I know he is like this because of the DMT, he told me so himself.
DMT didnt do this to your friend, your friend did this to himself. Its very sad when a friend gets affected in this way, it happened to a friend of mine(extasy related not DMT) so i can relate to your situation.
Have you tried to help him get back on track? maybe spend sometime with him that doesnt involve getting high but does involve some equally good activities, go walking, climbing, build something, anything, just to try to nudge him back toward his old self.
Like others have said DMT can have a profound and positive effect on your being. Since i began my interactions with Spice i have given up smoking tabacco, drinking alcohol, eating factory farmed/tortured meat, cut down my weed consumption and i am soon to start training for a new career in order to get myself out of my McJob.
All these things have needed changing for a long time but all this has happened in the 8 months since i started using DMT, i am excited to see where i will be in a years time.
DMT didnt make these changes, i did, but by crickey the spice has helped give me a shove in the right direction.
If you are still unsure but still curious then start low and see what happens.
best of luck
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