Though I have never had any personal experience with psychedelics myself, I am intrigued by the various philosophical and spiritual discussions that appear to be manifesting infinitesimally amongst Nexus members.
Theories on language and philosophy have always interested me from a very early age in my life, and have set me upon some strange paths of self-perception (e.g., existentialism, nihilism, social constructivism, dadaism, etc).
It seems, however, that in embracing some of these "paths", I have become nothing more than a nihilist that sees men as machines that are able to manufacture meaning by associating with relativistic cultural signs and symbols. In short, I have always found a great sense of absurdity to be associated with existence itself.
I join the Nexus community in the hopes of learning more about spiritual aspects on life, and how these aspects interplay with some of my own philosophical perspectives.
Thank you very much.
EDIT: Post shortened due to redundancies sighted in script.my smile is stuck / i cannot go back to your frownland / my spirit is made up of the ocean / and the sky and the sun and the moon / and all my eye can see / i cannot go back to your land of gloom / where black jagged shadows / remind me of the coming of your doom / i want my own land / take my hand and come with me / it's not too late for you / it's not too late for me / to find my homeland / where a man can stand by another man / without an ego flying / with no man lying / and no one dying by an earthly hand / let the devils burn and the beggar learn / and the little girls that live in those old worlds / take my kind hand / my smile is stuck / i cannot go back to your frownland / i cannot go back to your frownland