Hi all DMT-Nexus users.
I`ve been stalking this site for a while, and gained a lot of useful information and ideas.
Yesterday I decided to make myself a user since I had my first DMT (Changa) experience last saturday. And WOW!
I now feel like that I have been re-born.
Since it was my first time with DMT, my sitter and I decided that I would only take a mild dose to get used to the effect.
So I "only" got an overwhelming beautiful visual experience, but of course no breaktrough or anything "deep".
Tho I did get a fantastic feeling, kind of a confirmation that we are all ONE, no matter what. And that our time here on earth is just a phase, or kind of a spirited playground.
I`m 25 years old and have been doing different substances (mdma, cocain, amphetamine, lsd, mushrooms etc) since I was about 18-19 years old. Looking back I realize what a fool I was since it obviouse was a misuse, but luckely it never got out of control.
Being where I am now I occasionally use mdma if there is a a good psychedelic party with good music and people I know, but have promised myself to never touch cocain and similar ego boosting substances ever again. It`s been a long time since I touched mushrooms as well , but I had a few acid trips withouth much success last year. Personal issues that the acid only made stronger and so forth.
So up until last saturday my last experience with psychedelics was an acid trip at the Ozora festival in august. Oh wait, while I write this I remember that a dealer sold me 2-cb as mdma, but that was unintentional
But anyway. That changa experience really showed me that there is something profound in the dmt molecule and I am preparing for my first breaktrough in a couple of weeks.
Well this was a short introduction about me. Thank you for your time
Love&light
Christer