what led me to DMT?
Shoot, I helped start Ayahuasca.com way back when. Was on entheogen.com, spiritplants, et el.
I dunno, I guess like everyone I was reading a lot of Schultes, McKenna, and all that. Fascination with other worlds and all that. When I was a kid I purchased a bazillion sq of lucy and meditated on the hill for sometime. After that I understood many things, but as it is, more questions arise... the study of dmt is aimed at helping come to a conclusion on my beliefs before my shell dies.
after all that:
I had a large farm I started to spread these plants.
I propagated 15,000 Salvia divinorum when no one even knew where to get a plant, same with caapi, viridis, and all those.
I had 25,000sq ft under glass.
Anyhow, I achieved my mission there and sold the farm. When I started the cheapest Salvia was $80!!! I sold them for $5 a pop and did the same with all of the other plants... this got the price dropped here in the usa and made the plants considerably more common.
after all that:
Drug addiction, 2 kids, my business, my wife and all that had me take a little time off from these things. I sold the farm and took a job where my brains and presence are required 8 months a year and in return I get 4 months of time off. Interesting really, I get on a plane and go away for 4 weeks, then get sent home for 2weeks.
Anyhow, I've kept fungi cultivation and many vegetables a part of my life, but that is about all.... I've been focused on monetary success. I now have the big figure salary and plenty of time off I would like to continue my experiments in full...
In regards to dreams, I dream fairly consistently asleep or awake, the most interesting ones are encountered in semi-waking hours without the use of anything. That dream listed above was a recent one and is now part of a book I am writing.... it is basically a collection of my dreams/visions worked into a semi-fictional story. People are more willing to read philosophy/religion if it is contained in a good fictional novel. In this way they are more able to process the information under the label of "science fiction" without having to fully question thier own reality.
In recent months (the last 6) I have noticed a much stronger presence to my dreams. I've also begun having pretty consistant visual stimuli... the other world peaking in. As such I have decided I needed to start my experiments again.
so anyway, just reading a lot on this forum trying to catch up to the new technology of dmt. Trust me, when I left the general knowledge of extractions and whatnot was TOTALLY on another plane. You fellas have carried the torch proudly in the years men such as myself have taken to other pursuits.
later
Rw
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