you will undoubtedly find MANY different retreats! Make sure you do your research on each of your possibilities! From what i have been informed, there are quite a few "touristy" retreats looking to just collect money from the uneducated. With myself, i am not willing to make the venture to a retreat until i have become mentally and spiritually ready for such a venture, and in my journey to do so i have become lucky enough to ready myself with experienced shamans and healers, people that have made this journey already themselves, and people who are able to guide me to legitimate and profound retreats when the time presents itself.