So many things i'd like to say,but I am not one to express my thoughts through words often so bare with me on my ramble...


About me:Instead of the typical introduction (which i consider of no use at this point) id like to just say what i think is important about me...im generally a close person,mostly keeping to my thoughts...i find socializing difficult many times because to be honest i find my peers (or have until now) too uneducated and/or bellow my intelligence.It sounds pretty horrible,but i want to be honest here.I am not anti-social in the concept of being rude or disrespectful,but i just can't stand stupidity in any form...

As for what makes me happy...well generally the persuit of knowledge and enlightment,in any form it might be.Thats why i have been researching psychedelics for some time now,though i havent done any and i probably wont in the near future,even though id want to,mainly because where i'm from "drugs" (and i put huge emphasis on the " ) are a tabboo subject and therefor i cannot find anyone to experiment with me.Apart from that,im interested in any form of science,be it sociology,medicine,biology,history and the list goes on...

I bet many of you have pictured some evil scientist in a cave by now,but thats not really the case...i like socializing and having fun with people,but im not particulary fond of western society and its materialistic/mass brainwashing policies and therefore feel out of place and have trouble connecting with people that indulge to those sort of urges...

Thats me in a nutshell.I found this place by randomly googling and after reading some threads i decided to give it a try...the people seem nice enough and the whole site feels warm...so thanks for having me i guess

Welcome, Nice to meet you

nice to meet you too

Hi Indoril_Nerevar, welcome to the dmt nexus!

It's not always such a bad thing to not know other people to share psychedelics with, some of my best journeying has been done alone and currently I find myself in a position where I don't know anyone I would like to explore with - many of us are like you in a way, feeling a little angered with our insane society and finding it hard to find people to make connections with and share similar beliefs.

Just smile, show tolerance and spread the light where ever you go and remember: we can't blame the people for their social conditioning, we are all products of our environment and a lot of people do not realise that we can break this programming and start moving towards a saner, more compassionate and fair system simply by choosing not to participate in our current poisonous, asinine culture.

As you say, you have not had any experience with psychedelics yet so what is it that you find so fascinating about DMT?

Are you interested in Ayahuasca/pharmahuasca? Imbibing with harmalas?


You say the things that make you happy is the pursuit of knowledge and enlightenment; I think you have come to the right place!

Peace be with you, and best of luck with all your endeavors.

i am really eager to see how an altered state on conciousness is like and what insights it can provide




beautifully said

Welcome Indoril_Nerevar,

I hope that the Nexus will provide the information you seek in order to be able to make responsible, safe, informed decisions whatever your plans are with psychedelics. There is plenty of sound information here as well as lots of experience.

Good luck finding what you are looking for.

IH

hope it provides that and a lot more