An interesting idea came to me during my MDMA journey this evening: I always see these soft almost whisper thin pink clouds during my MDMA experiences and I think it might have a connection with amniotic fluid. Somehow MDMA seems to trigger a feeling much a kin to being in the womb, safe, blissfully happy, warm and surrounded at least in my case by these beautiful soft pink clouds. Maybe that’s why MDMA is so healing, a significant rebirth process... While journeying with entheogens the sky and clouds are always of great importance, often the clouds look like lungs to me in the sky, I guess the sky and clouds are the respiratory system of our earth.


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I've not had many experiences with MDMA, so I was probably too surprised to have noticed these specifically, but it sounds beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.

Yes thank you for sharing idk if i can relate because i also have not really journeyed with mdma, but it does make me think of this song.

Ragabr

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DoctorMantus

Thank you for posting a link to that song Little Fluffy Clouds... its oh so lovely.


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I have significant experience with this compound, and yes it can be EXTREMELY blissful, but I find the come down often negates the positive effects from the night before. The only time I had visuals from it was my first ever pill on the come down. These days if I take it at all it's in small quantities in combination with other substances.

This stuff has contributed to some of the best nights of my life though, for sure.

Purges

Indeed MDMA is amazing, though i much prefer to journey with the pure crystal MDMA as i have discovered no come down from the crystals. Also the crystals are of supreme quality...


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I definitely get that feeling as well, the warm, comforting, womb-like feeling. I've also experienced the pink/purple wisps. It doesn't happen every time, and I suspected that maybe it was MDA that I had got a hold of instead of MDMA, or a mixture of the two. It was so pronounced after a heavy night of doing MDMA once that I was sitting in my room in wonder, watching this pinkish fog flow around on an inside current. Putting my hands through it and everything

In my experience, I've never seen white crystal "MDMA" that actually tested positive for MDMA...

Have you test kitted any of this?

I've tried two of the Analogs with the intention of being able to determine the differences, and to me the Analogs have a very "clean" come down as well as high purity MDMA, but are too "speed-like" for my liking.

Real MDMA puts my heart rate at about 105 (normal 90 when resting), the analogs put it up to 120.

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As for the feeling of being in the womb, it does cause higher levels of Oxytocin in the system, which is used for human bonding (mother gets it for bonding with child during bith I believe, can't recall if child gets it as well but I'd believe so)

How did you know they are analogues, did you tested them, and if so, how?

I've seen white crystal MDMA that tested pure for sure (chromatography). The crystals are pretty large/chunky, not at at all like DMT "flowers" or thin spike crystals. The white ones are usually around 90% pure according to UV-Vis spectrophotometry. But I've also seen supposed MDMA that was actually meth, so its indeed important to test things out and be sure what you are consuming. The duration and dosage and effects would be clearly different than MDMA. Im not sure about for example MDA since I have no experience with it and it's very rare around here.

In any case even with pure MDMA I did feel the comedown/hang-over pretty strong, so did people with me. The chances of this increases if one redoses or if the doses are high.

MDMA is not really my substance, I feel it too 'fake', I much prefer the psychedelics so I dont ever take it, but I definitely see that it can be therapeutic for some people and I think each one has their own preferences. Im glad you had such a good experience with it aegle, it does sound very beautiful! Be well!

Mecke/Simon Reagents and a chart online that showed the results for lots of other substances as well.

Can't tell with 100% certainty what it was obviously, but combining the result of those tests + effects it had on my body with other experience reports online for them, I have some degree of certainty at least.

Majority of the stuff I've seen has been fake. Seen lots of LSD analogs that I believe was DOC, seen piperazines, seen white powder that felt "similar" but didn't test positive.

What color did it turn?

I don't know (colorblind). I took a picture and took sample pixels and compared it to an online chart, and picked the one with the closest RGB values.

It most closely matched Methedrone: http://i54.tinypic.com/k43s4.jpg

tested with marquis and mandelin reagent = mdma
you can find pix of stuff of the same purity, and even better at other forums such as blacklight or wetdreamsforum

Endlessness

I have done so much healing with mdma... one of the most profound things mdma helps me to do, is to just let go completely and surrender to the universe. Though i would definitely say that i prefer psychedelics hands down. Thank you, it was truly a beautiful experience. All the best to you!


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I get similar feelings on MDMA too

one of my finest memories on it was coming back from a party, still with my head in the clouds...i went and laid in my back garden at around 7 in the morning and there was no sound to be heard and no cloud to be seen in the blue sky. I sat there and made friends with the smallest snail I've ever seen and just felt great for a long time. A blank canvas such as a clear morning sky was perfect

Definitely a great tool for healing via realization of empathy,self love and love for others.

Im sure a lot of people are aware but i'll mention it anyway...For some people, your serotonin levels can be quite drained afterwards so some people find 5Htp amongst other things useful in ensuring your mind re-finds its equilibirum peacefully after doing a lot of it...

You also have to take caution with mixing any MAOI's too soon afterwwards though as far as im aware.

Enjoy.
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