PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Level headed, not overly anxious
(physical condition) Set: Cool
Setting (location): my home, more specifically the basement.
time of day: evening
recent drug use: Mary much earlier in the day. Had abstained in anticipation of the trip.
last meal: steak dinner, 3-4 hours prior.

PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 210 lbs
known sensitivities:
history of use: Beginner
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s): DMT Freebase
Dose(s): 35 mg
Method of administration: Strait stainless pipe


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=7:00pm
Duration: 10 min
First effects: Heavy sensation in my body
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 1
Implesantness: 3
Visual Intensity: 3
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REPORT

I had some free time last night and decided to pack up some dimitri and see what happened. I was in my usual location and was in a fair mood with little stress. i laid back and quietly tried to clear my mind and ensure that my heart wasnt beating out of my chest before i took my first toke.

With one puff, i exhaled and felt the familiar weight wash over me and stick me to my seat. with almost no delay, i took another big hit and once again found myself observing the specks on the wall breathe and the woodwork begin to contort. i took a deep calming breath to help myself relax and i took another rip.

When i was about halfway through blowing out, i felt the experience intensify and things really began dancing everywhere i looked. once again, i saw no color fluxuation or patterns anywhere. but i was def tripping.

the next few moments became uncomfortable and i would like some feedback on. as i watched the wall in front of me like a pool of liq never seen before, everything suddenly went flat. For a couple seconds, maybe just a moment, i looked on in amazement. Then i got a little freaked out. Suddenly everything melted. Or fell. the color from the door in the background bled down over the chair in the foreground of my vision. very crazy for a beginner such as myself. at once i let out a chuckle but my stomach was suddenly in knots. The next several minutes are very foggy but i was in a state of uneasiness until it finally slowed and i was sure it was on its way out.

Afterwords, i had the chills and yawned about three times lol. I had a nice euphoric feeling that softened the effect of the fear that i just experienced. I tried hard but cant really remember what was behind the wall after it oozed away. All i know is that i wasnt having fun right then.

Im kinda weirded out now. At the time i couldnt just let it ride. it was so real looking that i couldnt believe it actually happened right in front of me. what troubles me about this is that im now hesitant to try to go further. I want to see how deep the rabbit hole goes but i will have to first work my way through this experience before im in any shape to go again. And to compound this difficulty, i am still in wonder about why im not getting a colorful trip. the dmt is playing tricks on my eyes but its not adding anything that isnt there already. where am i at here?

Meditate like a soft statue breathing automatically and integrated into the melt-

These things happen. It is freaky. If you want to see what lies on the other side, you have to give yourself up. To me it sounds like you are still imbibing low doses. DMT goes much further than this.

It's not always colorful. Sometimes it's the opposite.

Close your eyes!

i wouldn't get too hung up about it. Sometimes it can hit you totally wrong even if all prep , set and setting are right.

Many times i can't figure it out . I usually just roll with it and take some time off. Its weird ass stuff.

Smoalk moar. Sometimes the smaller doses are the freakiest. All the confusion, the sudden echo of my breath, the walls vibrating as if I'm in some sort of earthquake, not to mention that everythings seems to be slipping away... the first one always seems to freak me out a little, but once I've gotten warmed up and I take a nice fat rip -pow-off to hyperspace we go and then the fear just melts away. I just remind myself that my body will do its thing and the d will do its thing.

I can relate to the fear factor, but I firmly believe that we must face our fear. Don't let a scary dabbling of your toes into hyperspace scare you from what lies just ahead my friend.

I think "tough" journeys are part of DMT exploration and they are kind of like a lessons and tests to see if one is tough enough to proceed. That's at least what I think... If it would be every time fairies and rainbows, what would be the point?
Keep on exploring and ultimately you'll face yourself as something beyond imagination.

It's natural to poop your pants ocassionally on such a powerful substance. I wouldn't stress too much, just go back in when the time feels right, with a new found respect

I had a rather extreme experience last night, thinking bac kon it I can remember parts that should have been horrifying however fear was not a concept that I understood at the time so I was not bothered by it. I also feel like I will need some time to understand what happened to me before I can journey any further. Good luck in your travels friend!