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Breakthrough trip cut short... but still a breakthrough nonetheless Options
 
Psychonaut In Orbit
#1 Posted : 12/20/2011 8:55:10 AM

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Just to clarify things this trip was experienced on the 17th of December.

Well for those who didn't know I am in the middle of my first extraction. I tasted my first pull yesterday and it was VERY potent. Fluffy white crystals of spice shimmering in the light... there's nothing like that. Smile The trip from the first taste was fantastic but that's a whole other thread.... the taste I got today was short, sweet, and beyond revealing. See I had a bowl that was full of partially burnt material (Blue Lotus and DMT) from last night… not cleared. The remnants of my first voyage in a month and well like I said that first trip was fantastic and all but today's short blast was just truly stunning.

I looked at the partially stuffed bowl.... should I finish it off? Well that’s a no brainer. I sprinkled some fresh spice on top of the burnt remnants of yesterday (guessing around 10 or 15 mg)... anticipation rushing through my veins. I sat on my bed pondering my boldness… I got things to do today and I don’t know if I need a view shift right now. Ah well what the hell… I put the bowl to my lips and then let the lighter hover over the bowl. I watched as the whole bowl “cherried up” real nicely. Ummmm that was a big one… and I took it all in ONE HIT… OH S*%T!!!!! Did I do it this time? Full on madness was to follow… I looked at my closet door and watched it do a “hula dance” for what seemed like hours… it was more like 10-15 seconds (the end of my exhale). When I did exhale I simultaneously closed my eyes and leaned back on to my bed…… WHAT!!!!!! A huge entity immediately showed itself. Last night I had an entity show itself with the “tester” of my first extract. That entity looked like “my spine” was protruding from my forehead… like my brainstem was in my face with the rest of my spine free floating right in front of me… multi-colored… fragmenting in and out with a fractal pulsation with it. It was like every time it pulsated it would change colors and sway in a different direction.. .well this entity that showed itself with this “breakthrough trip” was the BIG BROTHER of the Floating Spine! This entity was less geometrical and was morphing and melting in a more organic way… small portals and bubbles were oozing out of this being…. and in my peripheral I could see colorful bubble waterfalls shooting up INTO the entity…. WOWWWWWWW!!!!! Shocked Shocked Shocked

The morphing, the melting, the colors… I was astonished. Existence itself had become a very distant afterthought… this was a NOW moment. This green, red, blue wave of vibration was opening and closing …. mending itself with the actual atmosphere of this “realm”… splitting into many and then becoming one all at the same time. Each time the entity opened I could see in the background shimmering stars. As soon as the stars would show themselves they blasted their energy, each surge flushing through me, the entity would then close in on itself after every surge. The weirdness made me uncomfortable but not scared. It felt as though I needed some release to fully accept what was being shown to me…. and that’s when I started to cry. As soon as the first outburst came the entity reacted, intensifying its warmth with each expansion and collapse….I felt a transcending…as if my core was a level above my vessel… the only connection between my core and vessel was the warmth of anesthesia rippling through me.

In the middle of ascension I heard something echoing, slow crescendos reverberating in my ears… a really strange sound but familiar in an annoying way. It got closer and closer... creeping and building on the last “tune wave” like a building tide… each pass pulled me closer back to Planet Earth. The distant thoughts that had been drowned out by the humming vibrations of creation slowly whispered themselves back into existence… bouncing around in my psyche... echoes… Once again that tune wave, another anchor dropped from hyperspace… in the middle of ascension and now I’m descending….DAMN IT! I opened my teary eyes… looked around and saw familiar surroundings… but that annoying “tune wave” was still floating around in this "soundscape"... I looked around again…vibration and then tune wave, vibration and then tune wave. It finally dawned on me that the “tune wave” and “vibration” I was hearing was my FREAKING PHONE ALARM GOING OFF!!!! :evil: :evil: :evil: I had forgot to cut the alarm off before blasting off and it was coming back to bite me. Anger was trying to grip me but this was instantly stamped out with the realization of how truly profound this experience was… gratefulness replaced anger… respect for this spirit molecule had been amplified… humbled with grace. It was short but very sweet… and this experience has immediately affected me in a positive way. This is hands down one of my top trips ever. The weirdness and the transformation was unbelievable and even though it was cut short this trip was still a breakthrough in my eyes!

Notes to take from this trip…. If trying to achieve a full view changing experience cut off ALL outside influences to get as deep as possible!

P.S. I’m currently on my third pull and I plan on doing at least two more pulls. This is the purest spice I have ever tasted and this is my first extract ever and I’m very surprised. Q21Q21’s tek (2) is beyond easy and I would like to give special thanks for this tek. After testing I’ve made up in my mind that this will be the only tek I will need for my personal endeavors… so Q21Q21 you freaking ROCK! Very happy Twisted Evil Very happy An extraction thread will be up as soon as I get the last bits of beauty from the Mimosa! Cool
1% of reality is within our plane of existence. What we feel... what we see... what we hear... what we "think" we know... The other 99% percent of reality can only be shown to us through DMT. This 99% lies within the "Realm of the Unknowns". We can only experience FULL reality when we leave this vessel, our bodies. DMT gives us a taste of this full reality... the universal knowledge is given to us by the beings who call "hyperspace" their home. When in hyperspace there is no "self" but instead this self is replaced with pure and raw energy. ENERGY CAN NOT BE DESTROYED, ONLY TRANSFERRED OR TRANSFORMED! So when you have that "ego-death" during a breakthrough trip, don't fret, you are not being destroyed but yet..... YOU ARE BEING TRANSFORMED.


I LOVE YOU, RESPECT YOU AND I THANK YOU... Dimethyltryptamine ... for showing me the 99% of reality that I would never have experienced in everyday life.

*All posts under this moniker, Psychonaut In Orbit, is for entertainment and research purposes only. All events stated to have happened, or witnessed are all heresay and fictional*
 

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Purges
#2 Posted : 12/20/2011 12:09:27 PM

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Totally agree - I always put my phone in 'flight mode' - which IMO is a very fitting description Laughing Extracting your own will always bring more fruitful journeys as well if ypou ask me, gives you time to 'connect' with the molecule before ingesting it.

WELL DONE for doing your own, and WELL DONE for taking such a powerful lesson like a champ! Rock on!
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3rdI
#3 Posted : 12/20/2011 12:22:55 PM

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Psychonaut In Orbit wrote:
so Q21Q21 you freaking ROCK!


truer words never spoken, his tek is a revelation.
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Psychonaut In Orbit
#4 Posted : 12/20/2011 6:47:47 PM

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@Purges thanks for the reply and I agree wholeheartedly. There's a different and fuller connection with this spice. The spice I was gifted earlier will always hold a special place within me because it was my first encounter with this wonderful eye-opener! I must say that making it gives it a different kind of synergy and a hands on feel that you feel when you partake... "the touch" is stronger when you make your own and I appreciate DMT for fully recognizing the relationship....

@3rdI That tek is a 4th grade science lab... the ease is just unbelievable. For a big bumbling idiot like me this is like making noodles. No fuss, straightforward, then boom in a day or two... pure spice... GOTTA LOVE IT!
1% of reality is within our plane of existence. What we feel... what we see... what we hear... what we "think" we know... The other 99% percent of reality can only be shown to us through DMT. This 99% lies within the "Realm of the Unknowns". We can only experience FULL reality when we leave this vessel, our bodies. DMT gives us a taste of this full reality... the universal knowledge is given to us by the beings who call "hyperspace" their home. When in hyperspace there is no "self" but instead this self is replaced with pure and raw energy. ENERGY CAN NOT BE DESTROYED, ONLY TRANSFERRED OR TRANSFORMED! So when you have that "ego-death" during a breakthrough trip, don't fret, you are not being destroyed but yet..... YOU ARE BEING TRANSFORMED.


I LOVE YOU, RESPECT YOU AND I THANK YOU... Dimethyltryptamine ... for showing me the 99% of reality that I would never have experienced in everyday life.

*All posts under this moniker, Psychonaut In Orbit, is for entertainment and research purposes only. All events stated to have happened, or witnessed are all heresay and fictional*
 
 
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