LawnMan wrote:So i just machined some reddish spice and it was incredible the first pull i feel strange, the second this is weird it hard to pull again the visual field is warped. I pull again my arms are alien, look around the room is disappearing in on the machine, pull again after that i feel the need to close my eyes after what feels like an infinity of bliss, it opens up the this vast hallway with this awesome feel don't know how to explain it. I am being shown this what feels like a library by these being. It was awe inspiring an i lack the words to describe it. i come back to earth in utter bliss. Undescribable. Not sure if that was a breakthough or what but it was awesome
Don't worry so much whether it was a breakthrough or not, every experience is different and worth something! Even the sub-breakthroughs can have much meaning and can be very valuable. IMO though, it sounds like you did breakthrough. It also sounds like you had an excellent time! What an experience, I'm happy it was so blissful for you, during and after!
Safe travels~