Heya guys,

It has been awhile since i was here on the forum. I was in the hospital being treated for cancer. Apparently there is a tumor in my brain. They managed to cut it away, but there is still some of it left, which will grow back most probably. I was told i have about 15 months left to live.
So thats the bad news. Good news is i still want to try DMT. It is one of the things i want to experience before i die. Perhaps you have some tips or advice on how to go about this? Ofc i will extract it myself.

Hi Virola78,

Sorry to hear about your brain tumor.
Have you tried using harmalas to see if they would have any positive anti tumor effects?
As for the DMT, I have a lot of tips in my signature link you can check out.
Let us know if you have any questions. I look forward to you trying the spice.

Ain't no place like the FAQ I've got.

Sorry to hear that... I wish you all the best.

I suggest you extract some of your own. If you want very pure product and very easy tek, I suggest you try q21q21's white DMT tek which is here in DMT wiki.
Also some harmalas I would recommend to add to the experience. Sublingual caapi(20-30mg) extract made with gibran2's tek is something I recommend highly to try with vaporized DMT. And of course, the Glass vapor genie as "the tool". DMT is a doorway to whole new dimension and I recommend it highly as you haven't tried it yet.

I'm no doctor but i would definitely be taking low doses of harmalas every day and night, and higher doses very often (preferably ayahuasca). As house said they are known to have anti-tumor affects. tons of cannabis as well.. and probably a long juice-feasting to cleanse the body and boost the immune system

I'm so sorry to hear this virola. I'm glad you want to try dmt though before its too late. Who knows, there may be something to the notion that its like "practicing dying". I would just do nomans STB and make some changa, get a GVG, and soar into eternity <3

much love to you virola
i'll be sending good vibes

ps- my grandma had a large brain tumor that was partly removed many years ago and shes doing fine. keep thinkin positive mate!

Yeah, one can google "cannabis tumor" and see articles about its actual benefits for people with tumor. If you don't use cannabis I would recommend trying it. Especially vaporized or eaten cannabis.

Here is one of the articles google found:
http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/releases/12088.php

I'm sorry to hear that Virola, but it sounds like your spirits are still good and that alone could help. Try to stay positive. Belief is deceptively powerful. I have heard some amazing stories of people stopping their cancer and even reversing it by fasting and then loading their body with raw foods and supplements that are known to have anti-cancer properties. Hash oil, Turmeric, inositol, and apricot seed are just a few that come to mind but there are many others. Miracles do happen but I think faith is a huge part of it.

If you try DMT, maybe ask an entity for advice or even to heal you. You never know...

EDIT: I'm not a doctor and I would advise talking to your doctor before trying any of the supplements I've mentioned.

coriolus mushrooms, lots and lots of fresh green juices and definatily drink ayahuasca. If you try any form of DMT I would say try ayahuasca..ayahuasca is FAR deeper and more spiritual than vaped DMT IMO..also gets some cats claw and drink it 3 times a day..
with some dragons bood..both are used alot with reported great effects for cancer treatment in the amazon.

Best of luck to you virola.

Damnit...
I'm sorry for swearing but it really is appropriate this time.
That news makes me sad and it is amazing how calm you seem to be. But i can't look inside your heart. Man, to say that it really sucks would be an understatement. I'm glad you decided to check back on the nexus and that you are willing to have the experience before you die. I'm sure it has the potential to help you tremendously. I think there was a study in which terminal cancer patients were taking magic mushrooms to ease end-of-life anxiety..and it helped tremendously.

I don't know what else to say. Make the best of what you've got left!

Oh man, this is shocking news. Life can be so unfair at times.

For what it´s worth: i know that everybody here at the DMT-nexus will be thinking of you and all of our hearts will be with you...and your friends and family.

Everything changes in the face of death. I realy mean it when i say that my heart is with you right now.
I wish you all the strength, all the courage, all the love....and so much more.

Wow i am truly sorry for you Virola, i am sure you have been getting sorries all day. Yea trying spice is a great idea, and doing a self extraction is the way to go everyone else basically led you in the direction for that. It is hard to even know what to write, In my beliefs i think you will be getting past this, just because the doctor has told you have 15 months, it doesn't necessarily mean that's true, Virola i will be here for you maybe not face to face, but through the threads that connect us all, and i am sure i can speak for many here on the forum, our prayers will be sent to you, and i am sure with the collective prayer of the nexus community you are gonna be living a lot longer than what the doctor has told you.
My love and Prayers go out to you.

Turkey tail mushroom has some positive effects on cancer:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polysaccharide-K

Turmeric/curcumin, harmalas, ayahuasca, and lots of cbd rich cannabis would be my recommendation for anti-cancer benefits. Also try to eliminate all processed foods from your diet, eat lots of fresh fruits and veggies if your not doing do already. Exercise daily, and imho stay away from chemo. If i ever get cancer in any form, I'm not poisoning my body with chemo. If that means i die so be it. Remember theres plenty of people who got chemo, then things got exponentially worse.

I feel for you and hope you can beat the cancer. Keep your will strong, and stay 100% positive. <B

Sorry to hear this terrible news Virola78. My mother had a brain tumor that developed after a motorcycle accident in which she lost her first husband over 25 years ago. She had surgery in 2003 and the surgeon was able to remove 90% of the tumor. She is doing okay, though it has been tough seeing her completely lose it, things have been better recently and she will hopefully live for years to come. So you were diagnosed with a GBM? I wish the best in your recovery and grievance process. Please don't hesitate to ask for help, therapy, or advice and enjoy life and get that bucket list out and do what you can while you can. Put up the a good fight man.

i'm so sorry to hear about this Virola. you will be in my prayers my dear friend. i would encourage you to not lose hope. i personally believe that there is no disorder that cannot be treated by powerful mechanisms of the human body, mind, and energy. there are countless great herbs and foods that would help you imo. jamie and Day Tipper have some great suggestions above. you may also wanna take a look at this thread i made a while back: https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=24455
I would also highly urge you to look into Vipassana Meditation: http://www.dhamma.org/en/bycountry/na/
its a 10-day meditation retreat wherein one meditates in absolute silence and goes deeper into the self. its absolutely free of charge; and the courses are available worldwide; I'm certain that there is one near your location. i;m going to one of these courses this month for the first time. i can't wait!! join me in spirit, wherever you may be!! i hope you find what you are looking for Virola. Take care We love you<3
p.s. surrender completely to what is, but have faith and hope.

Virola,

I am very sorry to hear this situaton has come. I can only imagine how hard it must be. I hope this can serve to make you appreciate each moment in life even more, and spend good time with your loved ones.

I think a lot of people here have already offered good 'alternative' advices. Some spontaneous cancer remission cases are preceded by a big change in one's life, such as starting to eat a lot of raw food and not industrial stuff, meditation and healthy habbits, re-thinking life, etc etc. This obviously isnt a guarantee, but I cant see it will hurt to try.

What Im wondering though, are you still going through any traditional treatment such as chemotherapy? Another question, if you dont mind: I know cancer has multiple and unknown causes, but anyways is there anything in life that you feel might have increased the chances of this happening to you? Have you been exposed to some strong carcinogenic compound or similar?

Regardless of how this turns out, I hope you feel peace in your soul, and that you feel your being embraced by this community. We all truely wish you the best! In the end, we're all going to the Other Side, and your experience is a reminder that this can happen to anybody, at any time. Be well my friend, we love you!

virola
Just know that my thoughts are with you right now, and I'm wishing you all the best!
A friend of mine is going through the same thing right now. My advice to you is not to blindly trust what the doctors will
prescribe you.
My friend went through chemo and honestly I think he would've been better off without that treatment.He has a very aggressive tumor, and IMO it was
pointless to make him go through that. It did not improve his life quality, just made him even more confused. I'm sorry I don't want scare you or something but I think it is something to consider, for your own well being.
I definatly don't want to claim that doctors don't now what they're doing, but even their advice should be taken with a healthy amount of criticism.
Yes,if I were in your place I would definatly participate in an (or several) ayahuasca ceremony and follow the nutritional advice the other members gave you.
Also now that the the mind is very powerfull..so being positive and accepting is very important right now. Don't try to fight the tumor but rather embrace the damn thing it's there for a reason don't
forget that.
peace

Was dragon's blood used internally (orally) for this ?

I would also go for ayahuasca instead of vaped DMT. Another thing that could help you cope with the unfathomable is maybe ibogaine. It´s better not to be taken before DMT or ayahuasca because in some people it creates a tolerance for psychedelic´s that lasts for months. Most people don´t realy enjoy ibogaine experiences, but it has a strong afterglow that lasts for several months and if there´s one substance that could help you cope with such a threatening perspective, i think it´s iboga.

No matter what, i hope you´ll be able to live life to the fullest for the next months (like we all should anyway). We´re all with you.

Yes dragons blood is a tree sap/resin from the amazon taken internally..it is not the dragons blood inscence that you can get waat some shops-that is something different. You want the amazonian sap. I take it daily with cats claw..both are very bitter..

To the people mentioning chemo..personally I have witnessed a few people in my family recently go through chemo..and all I saw was them suffering more than they needed to..my uncle was burned by the chemo and then they nearly killed him by messing up his morphine dose for the pain. IMO there are better ways to deal with cancer but that is just my opinion. I have watched these family members all with cancer, make zero dietary changes and instead get chemo-not one of them lasted any longer from the chemo.

If I had cancer, I would be on a 100% fresh juice only feast..not a fast..a feast..meaning you can have as much as you want..as long as it is fresh juice..and tons of it as green juices..and drink lots of pure water..some herbal teas like coriolus mushrooms, cats claw etc..look into juice feasting and cancer..there are tons of videos on youtube of people who were terminally ill with only months left to live who beat cancer living on juices for months. I would also be drinking ayahuasca as much as I could...even with chemo or other approaches I would still be living on juices as well..the green juices especially becasue they are very alkalizing..