Those post is fine as it is, you already expanded on some of the points brought up in following posts so it is okay. Nothing about it has to do with anything like a character flaw..more just a need to elaborate on certain aspects, which you have now done.

I'll be honest you really sketched me out at first jamie. With a little expounding though it seems like you are a truly caring individual. Welcome to the nexus.

You initially made yourself appear more careless then you actualy are.

I´m glad that those misunderstandings are out of the way now.

Our care for eachother is what makes us shine. So just shine as the person you are.

Why did I sketch you out Proto?

(I think he meant jessi)

Bah! See what name changes do to the community! Confusion! :evil:

Woops! My bad.

DMT is a hefty stick...

Mind your footsteps.

Well.... this certainly is an eye opening thread to read.

I have to admit, I too was a little troubled by some of the content in the first post. It seems all of that has been addressed already though.

Welcome to the Nexus Jessi,
You seem like a very interesting person!

Are you serious or joking? Either way, I don't think the question is appropriate for this thread.

Quite the introductory post! LOL.... Welcome jessi.kirin! You are one very articulate well spoken person. The nexus welcomes you.

Forget about the Shaman issue, allot of folks get their panties in a ball over that. Its not a big deal.

Once there was a member here on these boards who went by The username Ice House Shaman. From time to time he heard a wisper or two of displeasure over the use of the word Shaman in his user name. Eventually the Shaman was dropped and Ice House was born and memories fade.

Whats in a name or a word? Whats in your intrntions with the use of that name or word is what is important. Most who read these threads are smart enough to figure that out.

You are right there on the edge arent you? I am intrigued. I like that!

Welcome, I look forward to hearing more from you.

Im looking forward to writing a detailed report of my upcoming experiments with salt form.
I have never been able to get there, or not there 100%.
always an issue with smoking enough, lighter breaks, not hot enough, pipe breaks, the list literally goes on.
i felt as though i was told to salt.

..the edge, perhaps..thanks for your essay jessi.kirin and welcome i can only wonder what the pre-edited version was like..

all i can really say is, that from personal experience, the places that can be reached with higher dose freebase dmt in a glass vipe are far beyond the most intense physically sexual time i have had or can imagine..when you have a truly cosmic orgasm, everything's there with you in sync..!
(unless, of course, you one of these adepts who likes to keep oneself always just on the edge of release)


..one other thought, dmt can make one more sensitive (long term) to the 'psychic imprint' left over by even brief lovers..
're-capitulation' as described by (going through all memories including repressed ones) Castaneda (who i don't totally advocate) helps clear this IMO..

ps. look forward to hearing of your experiments with spice, as others have said, you are articulate and intelligent..

if only you knew what i did for a living.

..ha, ha..you seem remarkably resilient..
by whatever way we achieve understanding and peace, it's all ok..just throwing in a word for the more restrained (repressed?) in these matters..
i more meant: "sex & coffee"? - i just need more spirit-food..

peace and happy adventures..

Very interesting (and erotic) trip report. I quite enjoyed it

Welcome to the Nexus!

Wow..

A breath of fresh air...

Well, maybe more musky funky air. Hehehehe

Very glad you decided to post and join the gang. Someone like you will surely liven up the party here.

(This can often be a bit of a cerebral boys club...)

Be well sister. Let your freak flag fly.