PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Ready, Ritual and Nervous
(physical condition) Set: Alone, Candle, Incense and Prayer
Setting (location): Home
time of day: Evening
recent drug use: Cannabis and alcohol
last meal: light breakfast

PARTICIPANT
Gender: f
body weight: 70kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: infrequent light user

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Ayahuasca
Dose(s): 52 grams b. caapi, 35 grams chacruna, 7 gram chaliponga
Method of administration:
Drank brew

EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00
Duration: 3-4 hours
First effects: 15-20 mins
Peak: 1 - 1.75 hours after drinking
Come down: 1-2 hours
Baseline: 3-4 hours

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 2.5
Unplesantness: (0-4) 3
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2.5
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 3,diarrhea
Afterglow: 3,everything looked and tasted great


REPORT


I'm not good at these because the trips are hard to remember. This one was kind of sad. Though the next day was great.

I drank the brew and was so nervious-shaking hands, etc.I went to the chat here but someone talking about salvia and other stuff said to leave and lay down. I did.

I kind of floated away. It got lighter and brighter behind my eyes. There were flashes and alot of swirly curls and geometry. But I kept thinking about my dead father and my young son. I think about them alot.This felt like being hit with thoughts. I couldn't stop the thinking. And it was very sad.I felt sad for dad's death. Felt sad for what my son has missed, is missing and will miss.I cant explain but somehow they seem related.

I know I don't want my son to become my dad. I work on that. Hard. But this was somehow sad.

I don't remember much more. Some sort of smeared blue room. A blue I've never seen before. Someone in there and some lights but really I don't know. A feeling of very bright lights being turned on. Then completely off-plunged into darkness.

About an hour after drinking I had a heavy purge. About an hour later I was on the toilet. I visited it again several times. Next day too. Yet I did not feel sick. I felt kind of reborn in the morning. Clean and light.