Wow, thank you so much people! Plenty to work from here I'll let you know when the site is up.
Newcomers to this thread: please feel free to express yourselves if you've got something to share

I used to drink huge amounts of coca cola and eat lots of junk food. Drinking ayahusca elimanted my cravings for such crap.

Also, I had a bit of a drinking problem. I've experienced a lot of depression and social anxiety in my life and I tried using liquor to cure it. It was a good short term solution but with time, I needed more and more and got less and less of the good effects. It took two sessions to cure me. Afer that I didn't drink any liquor for more than a year, and now I occasionaly drink small amounts in a social normal way. Before my ayahusca experience I was drinking every single day and got myself into trouble because of it. Thanks ayahusca!

Well thanks to all of you. I translated and used much of the feedback that you wrote in
The site is not all done yet, I'll keep working on it every now and then adding and improving content.
http://ayahuasca.no

Peace <3

After battling addiction to opiates (herion and oxycontin), severe depression, and a few suicide attempts, I eventually found ayahuasca. I was put in touch with my soul and discovered the purpose and meaning of my life. I died, was reborn, and given a new name. Since that day, it has been my goal to help others do the same. I have lost my desire for the materialistic and only look to help others in any way that I can. -Much Love
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If you are interested, here is my report:
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...;t=25115&find=unread

It taught me that I was God.

It taught me to think that's not a crazy answer.

I have learned to grasp persective; as in 'take things in perspective'... To truly see events of my reality from another point of view, outside of myself. That is a gift I cannot quantify.

she has taught me how to really live and get the most out of being alive. she taught me how to let go and fully enjoy every moment. and one of the biggest things she taught me how to face fear

It taught me there is a god within us. However if I would be god I would have creators abilities and I could create DMT stash for each person on this planet. Obviously I can't do it, so I prefer to say there's god within/inside us. Even if it's not totally false to say I am god.
Being and god = no separation here

Having an omnipotent God who can just create as he pleases sounds more like the Judeo-Christian God whom I don't think many people are referring to upon having the revelation that they're God. It seems that part of the revelation is inherently to understand that the view of the tribal, jealous God in the bible is the incorrect one. If this is not the case, and the DMT/ayahuasca user believes he is the Judeo-Christian God, then it somehow seems a lot closer to a messiah complex and delirium than revelation. In any case, if I had some kind of ridiculous God powers, instead of giving everyone an unlimited stash of DMT, I would simply universally lower MAO levels in humans to allow themselves to meditate into DMT states with ease.

I would love you forever...

It's just that "I am god" basically sounds different to me than "there's god within me".
Well I had to state the creating powers. The matter of god(difficult word to explain obviously) within us all I think is true. There is just also the matter of everyones "different state" of existence even when we are alike inside. Therefore I stated the difference between a normal person and the person who is god, that is "supernatural being" with abilities as one interprentation, one of them being able to create at will(for some godlike beings at least most likely). But it probably was irrelevant to the original matter.
Just as a psychopath can call himself a god, he isn't wrong, but there is a difference in state of existence(state of mind more appropriately) and therefore I wanted to say what I feel is different in abilities with godlike being and a normal human being, one (probably) being creating at will.
So this is just a matter of interprentation of what "I am god" means.

I have quite literally just been re-born thanks to some Changa, and coincidentally it is my Birthday, funny how these things happen eh?!

Spice has given me so many things but I think the most significant of these have to do with my episodes of depression.

When things have been at their very darkest spice has been brutal to me in the extreme. If I see nothing but darkness spices shows me what I am looking for. Unimaginable fear when I am feeling fearful and the deepest feelings of pain and sorrow when I am feeling sad. When I have been at my lowest spice has given me a reality check than can only be found outside of this reality.

This is not to say that I am actually any less prone to episodes of depression than I ever was, it’s still very much there, however at very bad points it has acted as an interrupter and helped me to reassess my thoughts when normal means just wouldn’t have worked.

BRO, isn't the feeling of being born again truely one of the best(if not the best) things in ones life?

It feels like it gives new set of brains that GLOWAH...

This is what is symbolised when you are baptised - washing away the sins, starting anew, but physically / mentally / psychically re-living it is probably one of the most powerful things that can happen to anybody, and yeah I totally know what you mean about the new set of brains he he.

TBH it was quite scary at first, felt like I was being physically crushed. But it felt so familiar and I just relaxed into it - it was a bit too intense to enjoy at the time, but I would definitely go through that again without a doubt. God was there. Part of the journey involved the Nexus?! I felt the pain of mother Earth supporting our species - there was so much more to it than just being born again though, everything was infused with so much MEANING, it was like a stern lesson, rebirth and light hearted Birthday Party all rolled into one, damn I need to write a report on this one. My journeys have been building to this point. I now see that they ebb and flow like time itself, different journeys are available at different times depending on mood, setting, and also the point in your life. Jeepers this medicine is DEEEEEP.

Life is a cycle. Life is a blessing. DMT is not a mistake, mankind needs this stuff.

Yeah it's interesting how the D takes one deeper and deeper on each journey. Even when the first journeys are so deep one couldn't imagine it to get any more deeper. Revelations=DMT

As soon as you think you have found the edge a new one appears!

These journeys make my first seem like a stroll to the shops lol, the level of depth and meaning expressed in every atom is now beyond mind blowing. I'm going to have real difficulty explaining this last experience in my TR...