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Posts: 1952 Joined: 17-Apr-2010 Last visit: 05-May-2024 Location: somewhere west of here
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Old enough to know better, but too young to care I am paranoid of my brain. It thinks all the time, even when I'm asleep. My thoughts assail me. Murderous lechers they are. Thought is the assassin of thought. Like a man stabbing himself with one hand while the other hand tries to stop the blade. Like an explosion that destroys the detonator. I am paranoid of my brain. It makes me unsettled and ill at ease. Makes me chase my tail, freezes my eyes and shuts me down. Watches me. Eats my head. It destroys me.
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Posts: 1175 Joined: 06-Oct-2011 Last visit: 31-Jan-2025 Location: emeraldisle
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corpus callosum wrote:Old enough to know better, but too young to care
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Posts: 1760 Joined: 28-May-2009 Last visit: 10-Oct-2024
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Posts: 210 Joined: 31-Jan-2011 Last visit: 30-May-2016 Location: Bristol
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DoingKermit wrote:29 but look about 17... 16 Kermit, i wouldnt sell you a redbul man when you're 80 you'll look 40 and still be with 30 yearold women lol
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Posts: 39 Joined: 21-Oct-2010 Last visit: 12-Jul-2014 Location: North Dakota
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I'm 29, 30 in Jan. Interesting, most of the people here are in the mid 20's to mid 40's. "We are all one, there is no such thing as death and we are the imagination of ourselves." Bill Hicks
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Scrumptious
Posts: 207 Joined: 11-Mar-2010 Last visit: 18-Mar-2024
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Ill be 21 in several weeks. X
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Posts: 17 Joined: 24-Sep-2011 Last visit: 10-Jun-2023 Location: Inner space
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I am 24 years old. Math head
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Posts: 3207 Joined: 19-Jul-2011 Last visit: 02-Jan-2023
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20 My wind instrument is the bong CHANGA IN THE BONGA! ๆจน
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Posts: 1925 Joined: 28-Apr-2010 Last visit: 07-Jul-2024
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Old enough to know better than to answer a question like that!!! Convert a melodic element into a rhythmic element...
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Posts: 3207 Joined: 19-Jul-2011 Last visit: 02-Jan-2023
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Melodic Catastrophe wrote:Old enough to know better than to answer a question like that!!! or young enough to feel too paranoid to open yourself up to the truth (the government is reading this thread waiting to arrest you, but first they need you to confirm your age) My wind instrument is the bong CHANGA IN THE BONGA! ๆจน
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Posts: 239 Joined: 26-Jun-2011 Last visit: 13-Mar-2024
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interesting to see how many people here deals with his age. im 23 years in this bodie, but feel so much older in some stuff, and so much younger in some other... i can say i lived many lifes inside this life, even more since i started with psychedelic exploration 7 years ago. and i kinda emphatize with peoples age, or maybe its just me adapting to them... Healing someone is an act of love, but how can you love someone whitout loving yourself first?
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'Tis A Looooooong Wind Blowing Cosmic Dust
Posts: 833 Joined: 15-Feb-2010 Last visit: 02-Nov-2024 Location: Vermont
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FreeTo wrote:... but feel so much older in some stuff, and so much younger in some other... i can say i lived many lifes inside this life, even more since i started with psychedelic exploration 7 years ago. Yeah, I hear you about the vast amount of time spent, experientially, in altered states of mind. It ages and matures an internal organism, call it the gradual fullness of an internal witness or soul presence (despite effecting the physical body that much, if at all). Yet, within our awareness there grows a depth and seasoning which adds wisdom and character to the psychonaut in flight. Well, a least in the best of circumstances. So yes, perhaps you are correct that it is more the blossoming of insight and awareness, that ultimately matters, when considering how old a soul is. Experience deepens our understanding. Some experiences seem to lapse into lifetimes of evolutionary growth. "What a long strange trip it's been." More so, perhaps this is of greater significant than the linear progression of material paradigms... as with keeping track of the measured steps of time and the footprints of transient mortality? Such is the paradoxical nature of our cognitive maturity. Even so, outside the realm of the time-space-continuum... given that we are spiritual entities prior to our material emergence, when are we actually born? For we are assuredly more than our physical bodies, and so, when do we ever die? What then is TIME but our logical observations about sequential events? William James wrote:There are no differences but differences of degree, between different degrees of difference... and no difference. There is no self to which I cling, for I am one with everything.
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Posts: 358 Joined: 03-Nov-2010 Last visit: 05-Apr-2021 Location: Nl
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1.008.237.600 seconds and counting.
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Posts: 1760 Joined: 28-May-2009 Last visit: 10-Oct-2024
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Poekus wrote:1.008.237.600 seconds and counting. So you are 31.94977765913514 years old? Edit: At least when you made this post... Many seconds have gone by since
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Posts: 239 Joined: 26-Jun-2011 Last visit: 13-Mar-2024
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Rising Spirit wrote:So yes, perhaps you are correct that it is more the blossoming of insight and awareness, that ultimately matters, when considering how old a soul is. Experience deepens our understanding. Some experiences seem to lapse into lifetimes of evolutionary growth. "What a long strange trip it's been." More so, perhaps this is of greater significant than the linear progression of material paradigms... as with keeping track of the measured steps of time and the footprints of transient mortality? Such is the paradoxical nature of our cognitive maturity. Even so, outside the realm of the time-space-continuum... given that we are spiritual entities prior to our material emergence, when are we actually born? For we are assuredly more than our physical bodies, and so, when do we ever die? What then is TIME but our logical observations about sequential events? William James wrote:There are no differences but differences of degree, between different degrees of difference... and no difference. yeah it seems to me that all rhe difrent states i've experienced, "condensed time" somehow, following your tought that time is nothing more than our logical observations about sequential events. and if the ultimate purpose of the soul and life itself is evolution, your second sentence(1st one in my quote), cant be more right, experiencing states of awareness like the one offered by spice, that in an "awareness scale" are so much more forward then our usual daily trip(awareness), can be a giant leap in the maturation of the soul. maybe a soul "dies" when it reaches unity and merges with all there is. how many days can that by at the level of the soul? (counting that at the level of our understanding of time it probably is millions of lifetimes experiencing stuff) Healing someone is an act of love, but how can you love someone whitout loving yourself first?
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