Welcome! Psychedelics and/or surfing thats my prescriptions for any 'hearts loosing faith', and youre here so the psychedelic part is pretty much sorted so I recommend you get yourself a board and go find some waves. On writing this I just sort of realized that I maybe prescribe these things to too many people(everyone) but you, you should definitely try surfing. fairly new here too so not too sure on the BEST tek-looking for a good acacia tek myself.....peace and love brother