Pandora wrote:<3, would love to see a trip report of a super breakthrough.
Wish i could recollect everything i saw!!
Truth is, i was on 1 mg of xanax and a beer, though i have low tolerance for alcohol. My friend suggested we smoke, and i was very reluctant at first cause i don't feel like certain influences should be mixed with the spice, but i felt so absolutely great and without anxiety or fear and everything was just good, so i just said, 'why not'?
As i started smoking more and more and the trip began getting more intense, as reality would dissolve before me, i could not be more awestruck about what i was seeing. I had NO fear, NO anxiety, i just wanted to go deeper and deeper and watch it all unveil before me further and so i kept ripping and ripping the GVG, till one point i realized i was no longer.
I guess what best describes what i saw is this picture:
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I am there. That it was what i became. And there wasnt just that one face, but it was an infinite loop of them, snake-like almost, swimming through me and everything that i was. I became part of it. As soon i could get even a slight glimpse of "physical reality", the fan above me disintegrated in to millions of atoms floating down and across my entire room with vigorous shapes taking over everything before me. Sorry I can't recollect much more than that; even that is very vague and cant convey all of what i was saw; i dont even know if there are parts that i dont remember at this point.
The xanax makes it hard to remember as well.
I dont know if this was a "super" breakthough, as some of you have gone much further from what i've read, but man, how i felt after it was overwhelming and you guys were the first i thought of, and that was my only reaction!
If only i couldve gone deeper HAHAHA!
![Twisted Evil](/forum/images/emoticons/devil.png)
This experience i will help lead to many deeper experiences in the future, as although i've tripped spice hundreds of times and broken through a few, now i'm much more comfortable with spice after this.
Much love to all the nexians!
Happy travels