Firstly my apologies for not using the template for a trip report. This is because I am combining a couple of trips and I don't see the need to document every single one in detail, as the message for these trips came out after all of them are considered as one.

So after extracting my first 500 mg I set about tasting the results of my work. Set and setting was my living room in my apartment. I feel very safe in this space, it is decorated to my taste, warm and comfortable, I love spending time here. I have warm low lighting for evening trips, and in the morning, large southern facing windows that let in the sunrise through soft blinds. I have a laid back chair that keeps me upright and relaxed during the trip. So far I have been playing a selection of Shpongle which keeps things grounded, if I can hear the music I can’t now be dead can I?

I will remove the music at one point to have a clean experience, at the moment it provides a safety net.

1. I loaded up 15mg in a small bong on ash, and with weed on top. I was very cautious as this was my 1st extraction and there was a little concern about the home made quality. I took 2 tokes spacing each about a minute apart. No breakthrough but was in the rotating fractal room, lots of feelings of peace, light and love.

2. I relaxed for an hour, did some reading, wallowed in the peace of the first smoke and then loaded up another 15mg. I didn't want to increase the dose and I hadn't cleared the 15mg in one go yet. Going higher would have been foolish.

Again I used the Mary Jane sandwich method. This time I blasted off, was shooting through hyperspace and finally ended up floating above the universe, with a voice stating "I am god" in my head. Then the universe became light which poured into my heart filling me with peace and light. The problem was things seemed clouded and undefined. It felt also very rushed, although the music selection of Divine Moments or truth really set the mood of the trip very spiritual. When I left hyperspace I felt that there was this cloud hanging over me. Black and obscuring the visions. I thought that this was reality bringing me back.

So the elves came out and we danced for a while before I had to leave. It was though very peaceful and I came away feeling that I need to be more tolerant and loving.

3. Next day, sunrise coming through the living room. I had also taken a little weed when I woke. I measured another 15mg, one big hit and blasted off. I zoomed right past the fractal room, curling around DNA spirals, I could see the messengers of life flashing past me in lights. A couple of times I actually felt these messages in my head, zooming particles routing through my neurons. Like a small electric shock. I remember the image of a foetus, being shown how we are all coded in the beginning and how the knowledge of the universe is carried with us. Again there was a problem and things where undefined. Returning I felt the clouds even more than before. Thick dark smoke covered everything. I could see red fractals but the clouds were annoying. I remember thinking the exact words “it is the weed, the fu#king weed”.

After the 3rd trip I came round and felt just terrible. A terrible weed high, really bad cotton mouth, dizzy, feeling sick, pressure in my sinus and head. In short, bloody awful, I had to go sit in the shower close my eyes and force myself to relax for an hour. The trip felt dirty and unclean, wasted effort, no teachings or message just the horrible feeling of too much weed.

I resolved there and then that my relationship with cannabis was at an end. It had ina way brought me to DMT, browsing stoner forums I came across DMT. It may still have its place in my life but its purpose for me has ended. It clouds my visions and my life, I take too much of it. I cannot hope to achieve peace and progression and get to where I want to be with weed in my life. If you use weed positively then please continue to do so. I have no issue with the drug, but for me it has become a negative experience. I used to get high before work sometimes, as a tool to get through the day in a job I don’t enjoy. I need to be clear and fresh to enjoy my life.

I then cleaned my bong as well as putting the weed in a bag to give to my friend the next day (I have done this). I packed the bowl with some cleaned wire, from a cleaning pad, all set up for my next trip. I then waited until I was out of the weed high, spent the day shopping and getting things done. Cleaned the apartment, met friends for food and human company. I still was at peace from the 2nd trip so didn’t feel the need to trip again.

However I wanted to test my theory about the weed influencing me. That evening I loaded up 10mg in the bong. I felt that more would be too much after all that I had done this weekend, hyperspace should be kept for special occasions. I used a touch lighter on the underside of the bowl melting the DMT before moving the flame above the bowl. It vaporised in a flash filling the bong with white smoke. I had used a little bit of water in the bottom just to smooth the taste out. This time it felt clean, the colours were bright and patterns were sharp. A much cleaner experience. I think that using the weed in all my trips so far, even a small amount has clouded the visions. As I started to use more and my technique improved, I obviously used more weed to get all the smoke.

I needed the crap weed high to warn me off the drug to show me that it is not adding to my life. I will start to look at making some changa to lengthen and enhance the experience. For now I am focusing on living a new no weed life. I will return to the spice once I have kept off the weed for a while and I have taken in the peace and visions that I could make out.

Peace and love to all.

I,m almost totally off weed . The dmt head is so beautifully clear
I hate to clutter it up . The pure clarity of spice is where its at .
Once in a while its a nice combo I must admit but only
With super high test herb vaped only .
Clarity clarity baby

I wasn't using the way I said i was using it, a bit of a relaxing smoke now and again. It was every day , many times in the morning, and always at night. I may use it again but not for a while, I will definatly not use it with spice anymore.

Clarity is the way forward!

Amazing,

This weekend I learned the exact same lesson. I've always known I shouldn't smoke weed before journeys, and I tried again. I had a mean jester/goblin entity telling me that I knew this, and that weed wouldn't help me if I wanted to live a spiritual life. I've gotten messages before on aya..."ditch the weed"