My 1st Pharma Exp
.110g of harmine freebased and 
.045g dmt freebased 
Were dissolved on a splash of white vinegar and let sit for 30 minutes while stirring occasionally, then I added 4oz of fresh orange juice.

4:45am drank the mixture 

5:00am 
I go to lay in bed wait for the effects. I start having some audio alucinations. But they sound familiar, alien in nature, like the "voices" I hear sometimes on my vaping sessions.

5:10am
The effects are coming to me fast, the traces have already started and they are getting stronger by the minute.

5:15 am
I decided to go to the living room while I still can and get some music ready. 

5:17am
I'm trying to play some sphongle (Divine Moments Of True) but the traces are so insane that it's really hard to do this simple task, but I manage to do it.

5:20am
I carrier wave sound is getting stronger and the body vibrations are getting way more intense. 

5:21am 
I'm getting a bit worried. This is too much. It's like smoking 40mg with my GVG.  I wasn't expecting that.

5:22am to 6:00am
I surrender to the experience. I'm on hyperspace now,  most of my ego is now gone.

To be honest, since I was not prepared for it, I really don't remember much of what happened in hyperspace.

 Only that there was an entity communicating to me on some alien language and guiding me thru the experience on some awesome jungle from another dimension. That place was incredible, it was like going back to the beginning of times. 

6:01 am
I'm aware of my body again and I recover some of my sanity, now it feels like I've taken a massive dose of  mushrooms. 

6:10-6:40am
I start doing some mental work on my current problems and the people around me.  And I find the solution to many of them.

6:40am to 7:00am
I get caught on some negative mental loops about dead and the though of "what have I done to my self" they are getting so intense I fear for my life. I'm thinking that I'm not going to make it. Anxiety kicks in hard" 

7:00am
I play with my Dog. That breaks the negative mental loops that I had. Since I can walk semi-normal now I go for walk outside with my dog. 


We enjoy the sunrise. I'm vey happy again. I realize that their's nothing to be afraid of. Nothing dies, Only transforms.  Dead it's only the beginning of a new state of existance.

 The After-glow is fantastic and I've been on a great mood for the last 3days now.

All I want to say is that I'm very happy that I only took Half of what other people take.  

In fact, next time I'll only take half of what I took and work my way up from there.

I Love Pharma and I will work with it on the future with the outmost respect.

Thank you

Peace & Love
Al D

Sounds like a good time.

I like to do 100mg harmalas and 20mg spice. Then bump the very light experience with change to get exactly where I want to be!

Peace.

Awesome experience, I plan to take a similar dose my first time. Over doing an oral dose does not sound like fun. Changa will be on hand should I want to go further.

My first pharma dose was double what you did or 250mg's harmalas and 85mg's dmt, and it was BAD. Should have done just the half of it like you did.
Had the hardest fight for my sanity I've ever had. But I got through intact and consensus reality felt like a bliss afterwards.

Thank you for sharing

I read about your experience.

Thanks to your report is that I only took that amount, and even that was a bit overwhelming at times.

I just can't imagine what you when thru. But I'm very happy that you are ok.

Don't give up on Pharma, I feel that it can be very healing and that we can learn a lot from it.

Next time I'm going to try 50mg of harmalas and 30mg of DMT just to see what's my minimum effective dosage. Then I'll work my way up until I find that sweet spot.

Peace & Love
Al D

I'll do pharma again some day and then start very low. It's just close to impossible to find harmalas where I live and that was the main reason why I did such a big dose to start with. I wanted to be sure I would get full effects. Didn't want to take half to find out it wasn't enough then I wouldn't have another chance.

But I'm going to S-America next year so I'll probably do Aya there.

I'm glad to hear my report was a warning for you.

One time I took around 40 mg of a synthetic mushroom analouge. I realized that death is just a transformation into new life. Every human was me and I was every human. Flashes of memories of individuals I know in my life hit and seemed to just bleed into the farthest reaches of huamnity as well. A great connection was instigated in my mind.


It was rough during the come up and peak. I'd do it again though.