majestic, thank you for your detailed account. i appreciate many aspects, especially your careful awareness of intention. i also appreciate your sharing a mushroom trip, as i have had many significant downloads while journeying, experiences that i would never trade and that i attribute to finally accepting and grounding myself intentionally on this planet.
i have suffered from ptsd and have always been "beside myself". after i experienced mushrooms, i felt absolutely validated as a human in this exact and actual lifetime.
now that i have tried dmt once, it is fascinating me so much that its all i can think about in terms of substance right now. i hope to work with aya and iboga at some point laer on, but for now, dmt has the spotlight.
what your story offers me is that dmt isn't a be-all end-all, as can often be implied. many substances carry with them infinitely rewarding gifts, and its up to the intention and vibe of the experiencer. thanks for the reminder. i am happy for your rewards! carry on and be well.
βplex
"I live on earth at present, and I don't know what I am. I know that I am not a category. I am not a thingβa noun. I seem to be a verb, an evolutionary process β an integral function of the universe." β Buckminster Fuller