Hi mattskie,
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
And again, I refer you to the wiki link (upper right hand corner of the Forum) for easy extraction teks so that you can produce your own DMT safely at home.
Might you be willing to say a bit more about yourself? Did your psychedelic use use continue between ages 15 and 20 or was the break for DMT and everything else? How do you feel psychedelics have affected you, if at all? What draws you to meditation?
You are already a member with full access to the Welcome Area. Just be yourself, post questions, trip reports, thoughts, etc. as they come up and let the mods get to know you. Full membership has no equation, no time schedule, no minimum number of posts.
I encourage you to take a big look around Nexus - this place is incredibly deep and saturated with information, mind blowing ideas, incredible reports, hard science, etc, etc.
Again, welcome.
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