I think this is appropiate for any drug you want to take.

I agree that you should respect your parents wishes. If you get busted in the middle of an OBE or your Mum walks in to find you screaming because of a rough experience, that could cause some serious issues in your relationship, besides having to pick up the pieces mentally, you would have A LOT of explaining to do. Just unneccesary. The time will come when you are in an ideal set and setting, in a good frame of mind, and you will be ready to blast off properly. Much of DMT is approaching it with respect, and I think that spills over to your physical life as well. Honesty and respect are 2 things that I hold with high regard.

Do any of your friends have their own place? This may be a good option for your first experience. Just don't rush into it. Only do it when you are ready. i had my Changa sitting in the fridge for a month after procuring it before I took the plunge. Prepare to be blown apart and reconstituted in the most profound of ways. Happy travels

I feel like the best way to overcome fear is to shut the mind and feel neutral in the body, that is no raised heartbeat or other bodily anxiety. If it doesn't go away, I'll just wait and do something else. And usually after the first blast off, I'm just eager to smoke more! Yesterday I blasted off about 5 times with doses 15-28mg

Yeah, I tend to start off small, then build up over successive hits. after the first wave of Spice has hit, I'm like MOAR MOAR MOAR!!!!

Yeah...I wish that actually didn't happen to me Even if I just had an intense and beautiful experience, as soon as it's over, instead of being satisfied, I very often find myself either forcing myself to put it away or loading up for round 2.