I am very familiar with the spiritual. I have never experienced Ayahuasca, though I have planned on it for sometime now, the main thing that has held me back is my alcoholism and drug addiction. I have been sober for 8 months now and it has become sort of a struggle. So I have decided to try this plant medicine in order to hopefully remember my path and why exactly I have chosen it, so I might stay on track. I have decided to go this one alone, more or less because I live in a new town and don't really know anyone I would trust as a sitter, I have had an extensive history with psychedelics in the past and I am hoping this is not a bad idea. I'm ordering about a pound of Caapi and a 1/2 pound of chacruna. Does this sound similar to anyone else's first time? Should I put more thought into finding a sitter? Any input will be greatly appreciated.

Toadfreak!

Travel like a king
Listen to the inner voice
A higher wisdom is at work for you
Conqering the stumbling blocks come easier
When the conqueror is in tune with the infinite
Every ending is a new beginning
Life is an endless unfoldment
Change your mind, and you change your relation to time

Hey man, I loved the poem.

I think you will find everything you need in the link in my signature "Visual diagram for ayahuasca" use that as a reference guide, and if you need any technical details worked out, please feel free to ask.

Ok thanks. It's a Funkadelic song by the way Good thoughts, Bad thoughts.

Is there a way I can save the topics I post on for quick reference back to them?

Ok sweet just figured it out.