Thank y´all!!!
I used several psychedelics like LSD, Magic Mushrooms, Salvia Divinorum... and 3 times (so far) I had the big luck to smoke the Spice (it´s hard to get and much to expensive for me. Furthermore I don´t support making money with this holy spice!!!).
I had nice experiences with all these substances, but my DMT experience was exactliy what I was and what I am looking for!!!
After smoking suddenly there was a hole in my head, I had a pure and direct connection to the multiverse, very beautiful moving and morphing colored fractals or/and crystals ( little bit like closing your eyes and watch but extremely more impressive and different... impossible for me to explain (especially in English - sorry!)).
These journeys were low dosed I think but I want and will go ahead and deeper into that world step by step, as soon as possible.
Many years before I combined several psychedelic substances at a festival (I was young and very unexperienced
)
Mainly LSD, MDMA and maybe Mushrooms. Definitively too much, so I had to try to get to the chill out tent, were a woman attracted my attention. She radiated something special and different. It become apperant that she was a healer from Brazil.
She asked me if I took LSD, put her finger on my 3rd eye and "zooom" I saw a tunnel with a light at the end and at both sides of the tunnel there were many cocks (I mean the animals - a male chicken
) all along this tunnel. Maybe my ... I don´t know the English expression... "power animal/ energy animal"???
I became frightened and it was over.
Then she massaged a point at the back of my head and I immediately saw a wide rolling landscape with psychedelic pattern.
After that she put her hands together, formed a hole (like a meditating position) put it on her lower abdomen and said:
"That´s were I live".
I can´t really remember what happened then. I just know, I was so overwhelned, thankful, imressed an euphoric, so touched, flashed and confused. I jumped up to tell everybody what happened. Some steps later I heard her friend shouting:
"NO, DON´T TELL EVERYBODY!!!" and I realized it was better not to tell it yet (to avoid that everyone want´s to meet her) and certainly not everybody!
This experience really shaped me!!! I still try to interpred an to understand it and try to get back to that place in space.
Several years later some nice sympathic guys offered me the spice at a chill-out and after the smoke, it knew:
this is it!!! That´s what I was always looking for. But it was impossible for me to get it. So I thought it will come back to me if the time is right and when I will be ready - and it came back to me last year.
But it always depended on other people to get the spice. I don´t like that because I can´t make my own experiences in my own tempo, with my own dosage, at my own point of time.
At one hand feels a bit strage to tell such intimate things people I don´t know and I can´t see at the internet.
At the other hand this is the first time I can tell it to people who experienced similar and even much more advanced things.
See ya!