Finally got a chance to experience the magic of the cactus.
What a beautiful journey it was!
6pm
Dosed 9 grams of resin (about a foot and a half of bridgesii)
7pm
Started seeing vines growing out of the ground and having mild naseau.
8pm
Didn't have to, but just to try and please my stomach purged a little,
As I looked at the puke it became alive, as a fractal amoeba swirling around the toilet.
After a while staring at it as if I had given birth to some creature I lovingly wished my vomit child well and flushed him.
I have lost track of time at this point.
I had an amazingly clear mind and could willingly bring myself out of the experience or deep into it at any time.
Everything was melting and there were lots of reds and yellows.
I listened to the tv and could see the nasal passages of the voice on a commercial opening and closing as his voice was horribly distorted like a phaser.
I became even more disgusted with the tv than I usually am, seeing that my wife had fallen asleep I quickly turned it off and closed my eyes.
I saw countless visions, lots of sucked up starving mexicans would wither away but then be returned to the infinite cycle of life.
Every vision was completed full circle.
I felt what it was like to be an abused little girl...awful. But the vision went around and ended happily.
I felt translucent like the eternal was shining through me.
Can't remember alot but it was very healing.
Also my face in the mirror was distorted like in a carnival mirror.
Will definately journey this way again.
'Little spider weaves a wispy web, stumblin' through the woods it catches to my head. She crawls behind my ear and whispers secrets. Dragonfly whiz by and sings now teach it.'