Okay, for starters let me just state that I am indeed somewhat of a newbie to the spice and have only journeyed approximately 35-40 times now. It was only a few days ago when i finally broke through "on accident" and that one was gripping me by the balls as it was my first time to completely dissolve and be departed from my body, only to be what felt like being shoved from behind towards the circular portal trimmed with shiny things hanging off of it shiney like that of a fishes scales in the sunlight. Once past the portals mouth i was shot down a tubular slide type apparatus similar to the old tube slides at the park, only at what felt like the speed of light! At the end of the slide or wormhole if you will i was spat out like a loogey into this round space but not spherical more cylindrical but with no limit on the cieling. here i bobbed around weightless slowly turning around and around all while seeing insanely intricate ganesh india style markings. These images were literally flshing before me just like as if you were holding a cartoon flip book 1 inch in front of my face. I was listening to "shpongleyes" with headphones, that song takes a swift tempo change midway through and my friend Tony believes this could have been the reason i experienced everything so fast! Anyways when i came out of trance I was sweating and mildly shaking from pure shock value as what i had just experienced was beyond anything i would have ever felt possible from ingesting a spice from a root that grows in dirt. I was spooked and shocked but not terrified. I was not unpleasant except for when i first felt as though i floated out of my body.
Needless to say I took it slightly easier during smoke sessions after that event. I would guess that i journeyed 6-7 more times before ASS KICKING number two! This ass kicking was not even in the same category as the first their was surely about what i would guess as being 2 minutes of not terror but complete "holy mother of all that is holy" what is fricking happening to me. As everyone knows a boat load of visions, experiences, or occurances are sucked from your memory banks upon return from hyperspace but the primary incident that had me tripping balls is still very vivid in my memory and that I want to share with this group and my close friends RB and TP........... here it goes........
So I had lunch with my friend TP today and then went home. I had journeyed only 4 hours prior to this event so I was hesitant on going again so soon fearing It would not hit me but i talked myself into it. So I went to my current favorite setting/environment which right now happens to be in my softly lit room with black lights and a tiny stage lighting effect orb on my cieling. I got in my flight position "hozizontal" and took a gonzo fat toke of the same wicked changa I had been doing all this time and knowing i may not get the effect i held it in extremely long, then exhaled. I loaded a second slightly smaller hit and began to hit it when suddenly the typical rush i feel initially was taking place 10 fold. Buzzing vibrations then i couldnt even tell if my hands were holding the pipe anymore "which later was found spilled laying on the ground. Everything was coming on WAY WAY harder and faster than even the first break through. Oh by the way I again had headphones on and was listening to the absolute auditory sonicly manipulated posford masterpiece titled "The Sixth Revelation" it is a single release and not found on either of the four shpongle albums. The music distorted out like never before and suddenly it was like someone grabbed me by my ankles and aggressively pulled me into this mind gap. This is where I almost lost it because after being pulled into this space, I saw a "candyland unlike any other candyland i had seen to date" It was mind boggling the visions were sooooooooooo extremely bright rich and vibrant I cant even begin to emphasize how insanely colorful it was and this is all behind closed eyelids mind you. After being put in awe at the sites The shpongle track started to take off and then it happened....
I the super brite stacked life saver huys began swirling around then criss crossing zig zagging and so fast as i franticlly watched this it was then very apparent that a couple of these life saver huts were coming straight toward me sooooooo fast and then swoosh a hut plowed right through me. I dont know if any of you recall the first resident evil movie when that wall of lasers just moves and dices anybody or thing in its patch to little cubes but that is what was happening to me. The first swoosh left me in what seemed like two pieces I could see my torso flying 12 feet away from my legs and a second later the torso and legs again fell into smaller pieces, I was pretty uncomfortable so i reminded myself my name is Sam and that i will be back just hang on. One shred of reality or maybe coincedence i came to realize was that yes i saw my body split into cubes but again I "saw That" which told me that my sould or me personally was not part of the slice but a witness to it, The sixth revelation shpongle track was having me smiling and bewildered I dont know how long this episode lasted but i knew I was safe when i could see the edges of my visions turning dark and rough instead of straight and precise the trip was wearing down ahhhhhhhhhh. So three breakthroughs one shell shocked me one was very pleasant and the third rocked my world and diced my worthless body into oblivion.
I am wondering how many people find that its the middle level of intensity that they enjoy and not so much the full forced breakthrough anyone. Okay sorry for boring all of you dont worry its not typical of me to do this type of story writing on forums but man the spice can be both naughty and nice
peace,
Digitalsam