greetings, everyone. i'm not exactly sure what to say so i'll try to make all the points that i want to without rambling.
my name is indeed nathaniel, you can call me that or nate. i became aware of this place through my friend who is a fellow nexus member. he has been summoning the spirits for a short while now and it is because of him i write this today. just last week i had the most powerful DMT experience that i've ever had, and it inspired me to join your lovely community here. i thought i was aware of DMT's effects and possibilities, but this last experience really opened my third eye.
i am not one to exaggerate my experiences of these things, but in my mind i had to have been scraping the ceiling. for lack of a better description i would say that i was tripping the hardest that i could conceivably trip; it was that intense. now, i won't try to recount everything by trying to describe what i experienced (i'll tell a few things), but i will try to convey just how powerful and important it was. my buddy had just gotten some changa and this was the first time i had tried the spice with it. wow, what a huge difference it made. besides the duration of the trip (and i'm not sure if additionally he gave me a hefty dose of spice or if it was just a combination of everything), i was transported to another dimension and communed with the spirits, experiencing the full potential of DMT that i had only wondered about. mother nature appeared in the trees and was talking to me, showing me secrets of the universe. i saw the creation of galaxies before my eyes, everything around me was communicating and showing me things beyond my wildest dreams.
the trip lasted for i don't know how long, and as it started to wear off i sat down on the back porch. my friend then came out the back door, which completely startled me because i thought he was still out in the yard with me (his visage faded into the structure of things during my trip, so i couldn't exactly see him). i hurried around the back yard searching for him, eventually turning to him behind me and asking if he was real. i honestly thought for a moment that he may have been astrally projecting. it turns out he went inside some time during the trip and i was alone out back still enveloped in my experience. then we both went inside to relax after the whole thing. it turns out that he didn't have as strong of an experience as i had (i hate to say that because i don't want to take anything away from his trip) and i then had to tell him that i "broke through the matrix" as we say.
so that is the jist of my latest and greatest DMT experience. i've had a handful of others where i consider myself to have "broken through", but none even compare to this one. i thought i knew a few things about this entheogen, but it turns out i am just starting to learn.
thus i was inspired to join the Nexus and share my experience(s) with fellow travelers, to learn and (hopefully) contribute to your fantastical online community. i was going to post some pictures of the san pedro cactus i just got but i think i'll save space here and post them in the cacti department.
i am eager to become acquainted with everyone here and so i'd like to say hello! i love music, art, and knowledge of all sorts. i look forward to the journies we will share.
to good times and good health! [takes a sip of wine]
-nate
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