1. Will I get scared always when I reach personal highest or is there anything I can do to enjoy the feeling/ tone which I have never experienced before?
With psychedelics you don't want to go the highest. It could be dangerous. I recommend starting out with what is considered one dose at a time. I personally tried drugs in this order: marijuana, LSD, Magic Mushrooms, Stimulants, Dissociatives, DMT.
The times when I did increase my dosage out of curiosity mixed with excitement, wonder, and a pinch of courage it was after talking with other people about my experiences, and getting more curiosity as well as sharing caused me to better integrate from feedback, and then reflect some time. I think the magic tincture is share, listen, reflect, learn more, gain more curiosity, set your destination point (after you feel whole again and after you have learned more about life's mysteries) and then go at it again with a different perspective to learn more. I say trying lesser first would be intelligent. If I could do it all over again, I would have done Magic Mushrooms, LSD, and then DMT in that order from weakest to most potent. (In My Opinion)
To make an experience more enjoyable doesn't work. Usually you surrender, and interact with it the first time taking any drug. Focusing on your white light of consciousness throughout the experience makes it more palatable while repeating the mantra "It only lasts x long" to yourself if it gets too intense. Plus you can keep an antidote around for whatever drug it is. (Or what ever makes the effects lessen) I think just knowing you will come out the other side in one piece is the best mindset when taking them in order to ensure you do, however the people you have around you have as much to do with it as anything (For first couple times) It's far more relaxing to be around somebody else you trust (preferably in nature) the first time you trip out on anything. The only exception would be DMT where you want a sober trip sitter. Reading about the effects you should come to expect throughout the trip usually is all the preparation one needs.
2. Second is not actually a question but curiosity . I want to know the feeling/tone when you trip with mushrooms, LSD, DMT.
Will triping on these scares me when experiencing something unexpected? I know DMT will put you in fight or flight situation but the short time of onset is I think an advantage for DMT.
Shrooms - happy giggles! Happy spot!
LSD - Everything is melting, dimensional consciousness oh my god.. don't look in a mirror j/k I figured out the universe! I understand DNA I just had sex with my brain. (Make sure you don't do tape loops. My brain is changing, My Brain is wet, I feel super intelligent, I'm feeling overtaken by this experience, oh my god I feel overwhelmed, what happened to reality! I hope nobody sees me like this! Evil giggles! Can't stop laughing! I don't feel human, oh my god my pupils are dilated! Light hurts my eyes! I never knew I could think like this! Am I getting stupider, or am I becoming a genius? (The later) and Oh My God It's Hard To Walk!
DMT?
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=23550Fight or flight? Yes physiologically blood pressure / pulse wise for a couple of breaths in, and a couple breaths out.
I= SWIM = Not Me. The I AM I Does Not Exist, and is Referenced to SWIM Who Is Not A Friend I Never Met, Nor Hallucinated While Imagining The Is-ness of Suchness That Is SWIM Who Is Not Me, Myself, Nor I As The Expression Of Non Dual Aspect of Non-Dual Reality Subjectively Denied By Swim, or accompanying Me-Anti-ness'es. =) All Credit Goes To The ANTI-SWIM'ness of SWIM's cousin's room-mate's uncle's deceased cat's in-law's second removed nephew's aunt WHOM authored SWIM's 2000 Year Old Desert Scribblings from a drunk rabbit in the Serengeti desert found in an insane asylum under water, on Easter eggs, crucified by the on fire pagan music listening christian maniac from India running around believing he was Jesus repenting this bush he called the Acacia tree; So I Heard from a bum who claims to be SWIM, But I Forgot... And Again, "I" Refers To Someone Who Is Not Me.