swim hit what Terence describes as stage1. Terence Describes the process

swim say he's right. he said that he heard that tone and was exhilirated. he says he was zooming through some other reality for what seemed like a long time before coming back into his body. Then while reintegrating fear set in due to the un-natural feeling of not being fully integrated with the body he forgot what happened. it really blows being a phsycic explorer and not being able to remember. Still, it was the most amazing thing.

I cant imagine doing a second or third hit. i havent read a trip report here where anyone mentions taking 3 and seeing/breaking through the chrysanthemum. has anyone here heard of someone getting through on less than three?

swim will definitely need someone there to load a second/third round and encourage him to take it. no way he would have considered it without reassurance that it was ok. fear sux.

Congrats on your developing relationship with this molecule, it will not cease to amaze you

It is most definitely possible to break through in one hit, but you need to get your vaporization method really down. How are you smoking it? DMT is quite tricky to vaporize properly, most people will waste a lot of DMT by burning it. I would really suggest looking into the GVG and a torch lighter for the best possible vaporization method I and many others here have come across.

Good luck and let us know how the whole story unfolds

swim says he uses the eclipse H2O vape. he was getting sub-optimal results and then switched from a lighter to a torch. what a difference!

he said he figured out the he had to heat the top of the glass tube really good before moving the flame to the bottom where the spice had lquified. if he didnt then the spice would run away from heat and travel int the stem going into the bong. lost some spice to that mistake.

Still, he wishes he could rememember.....

SWIM once heard that spice was much like dreaming. You can have vivid memory's but as you wake, they slowly leave you until you just have a patchwork of interconnected patterns and feelings. So, on that note SWIM has taken to keeping a notebook and a pen next to his bed, where (sometimes) he tried to write down words, ideas or even drawings of what was just scene. This seems to help the overall idea of remembering, because he reports as time goes by, this process gets more easy. Again, like dreaming... wonder what the connection is...

Skeet - I too see it much like a dream. the really cool thing is that I can reproduce the effect on demand if I can muster the nerve. Fortunately(?) Swim still approaches the experience nervously. He has the same anxiety over shrooms. He thinks this is healthy. In some ways it makes the launch that much more rewarding.

swim gets the urge often to tackle the experience again but ends up waiting, sometimes for days or a week. Tge extra time helps him integrate the experience and be better prepared for the next. For the memory part, he has commited to having a sitter present to take notes as he is not capable of writing immediately after a journey into the unknown. When he recovers he finds it helpful to type up thoughts impressions etc.

Good one Hueyii

You are doing well, there is plenty of time..... I think you are being healthy by waiting till you are really ready.
It seems to make a difference if you are confident.....
Groups always help us to push through.... hence nexus.
On your own is harder when you are learning to trust yourself.....

Having a sitter is cool.
let it happen as it does.....

and enjoy the memories when they present....